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Saturday, May 15, 2010
Take me as I am As the saying goes " There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so " i think technically speaking it's right. i read from a source online that one of the greatest source of unhappiness is the difficulty we have in accepting things as they are. without judgment without wishing for otherwise in another words having expectations. but of course that's easier said than done. how many of us can really meditate till that state of mind. without any expectations and freed from all kinds of attachments. can you? because i can't. yet. sometimes i really wished that i'm able to attain that kind kind of zen-like state, having that in mind whenever things don't go the way we plan for them or expected or when certain expectations isn't met by a particular someone who holds a special place in your heart. lets face it much as you want to tell yourself, " it's okay, things don't always go the way we plan & last min crashes happens this is life" but still deep inside your heart you do mind. especially if the person is one of the top few position in your heart. it might be a very small issue, a simple word or a simple gesture but it's all that you're hoping to hear or is looking for, to sort of "comfort" you in a way. no offence to anybody in anyway i'm just sharing my point of view on how i feel about such matters. but still it is when there's voicing out and sharing how you truly feel, then only can the other party know what's going through your mind and what to do to meet the needs/expectations of each other in order to strive towards a happily ever after. i don't really like it when i'm dealing with him at times. i dislike and is slightly bothered by the fact that you didn't seem to have much reactions. i dislike the way he wants to communicate with me despite flying overseas. im bothered by the fact that we're aren't on the phone anymore, and now i'm talking to him (we used to have saturday late night session on the phone secretly, do you remember?) i really dont wish to appear too clingy or needy because it's not me. but then i dont think i should hide if i really feel this way because this is me and i do care. 2:07 PM
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