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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Slacking currently due to fatigue from the Maths paper 2 this morning, don't really feel like doing anything else. Tried to catch a nap just now but after rolling in the bed for 30 minutes I decided to wake up and blog a while before I carry on my mugging later on ( POA and my beloved BIOLOGY!! (= ) >>> all the way to 10pm. Hardcore huh?? LOL Maths paper 2 was quite manageble for me, but distinction..Hmm most probably not. I mean like come on competiting with the rest of singapore..My god. Hopefully I'm able to hit at least a B3 if not at least a B4. As I was doing my Maths paper 2, flashbacks of previous year came flooding my mind out of nowhere. I saw images of myself doing the same standard of paper( well almost similar) I felt a sense of acomplishment which I have never felt before, I could do more questions compared to last yr and was much more confident this time round. Needless to say I was relieved. Phew. Finally I was waiting for the invigilator to collect the paper, I felt a bigbigbig load being lifted off my shoulder. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> NO MORE MATHS FOR ME!! Yeah!! =D So another 3 papers to go and I will be free... Gotta go now, will carry on later If I'm not being lured to my lala land. 3:09 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
School was definitely not good for me, not today. Had English paper 1 today and I thought that the letter was quite allright though I was a little bit stunned at the beginning. I started off nice and slowl & before I knew it, I was already over my time limit. Gosh, I had only around 35 pathetic minutes to rush my essay. Needless to say I was busily writting on the paper, my mind was super stressed -up. I glanced at the clock the moment I finished the 1st page of my essay, and then only I realized that I was left with 20 minutes, I didn't even started building the climax of my story plus what's going to happen to my story's ending..? " I tried to calm myself down, but was unable to control my emotions at that point of time. I thought that I was almost on the verge of breaking down..." Fifteen minutes was only what I had left, I then began to berate myself for wasting so much time on my letter writting but it was too late. My breathing suddenly became very very shallow and felt I had shortage of breath. I tried to calm myself but to no avail. I was seriously freaking out . My handwritting was almost unreadable due to the hard scribbling and tremendous pressure I was facing at that last 10 minutes. I had to churn out a climax and ending within 15 minute. F***!! Every single thing that was going through my mind while I was in the midst of furious scribbing was all nothing but visions of bad results due to my crazily rushed climax and ending. Sigh. Hopefully it won't turn out to be as bad as I thought. Hopefully. Maths paper 1 was not as easy as I thought I might be so, depends on tomorrow's paper 2 then. May god bless. 9:43 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Yo just got back from BP plaza, met up with Mr Ng, yisan and swee hong to discuss the English paper 2. Sigh I'm a little bit tired though. But gonna mug for maths later on. Hopefully tomorrow's paper for all is not going to be too tough for me.. JIA YOU!!! =D 6:25 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Having a terrible headache currently sigh.., maybe it's due to the bad weather. Just completed 2006 paper 1 [Maths], got around a B3.... (sucks) my standard has dropped 1 grade.. WTH Monday's schedule is horrendous. To put it simply it SUCKS, there's English paper 1 & 2 in the morning, followed by maths paper 1 in the afternoon. How great!! " As I looked at my own schedule, I realized that time was seriously running out for me. I needed to do something much more constructive then what I'm doing right now... " What worries me most is that I'm afraid of being mentally exhausted after English paper 1 & 2. I suspect the person who planned this timetable really doesn't have any sense of compassion. It's like agrhh.....!!!!! Forget it... I'm just going to go in there and do my best!! Like what Mr ng usually says " If not now, then when..? '' =) All the best to me then haha!! In the past, I used to give myself tremendous amount of pressure by giving myself a certain target to hit. But now after doing some of the papers I can't really gauge where exactly is my standard. Thus, I think the wisest choice is to try & aim high and do my best. At least I know that I've done my best for all my subs, so even if I (touchwood) never do so well in my papers, I have nothing in the world to regret about. PS: Wish me goodluck guys. 6:26 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
To begin with the moment I sat at my seat I was already pissed off. I had gotten a shaky table & thank god this stupid thing always happens to me( god knows why) I intelligiently used a piece of paper to stuck it underneath the leg of the table. Geography paper was...... like rojak. For the map part I only did the 1st two questions, the last question on map I didnt know how to go about it. It asked something like what kind of communication is there around the area. So I stared really hard at the map, and to my horror I couldnt find any communication thing, except for the yatch thingy. My godness. So I just wrote the yatch thing with 1 sentence. Ohh ya that was a 5 marks question by the way. -.- So the stupid map took me some time, thus I decided to skip it and write my essay. And the moment I flipped open my paper I read the manufacturing question, I stoned for a few minutes and then began to panic because I didn't know what to write about the two advertisment thing. I calm myself down and decided to write down whatever that comes to my mind and crap my way through. I sighed as I scribbled on the paper as time was running out for me and I had yet to do my development question. I glanced at the clock and felt dizzy for a few minutes. But I had only20 minutes to do my dev q's, again I scanned the question and then I realized that they just love to ask stupid questions. '' What were the trends that you can observe from the fast developing countries" ( it's not 100% accurate, but it's something similar) ..... I was so freaking pissed when I read that q's as in it does not make any sense to me at all. So I used my calculator and count what were the years in between each group of countries. I thought that it was the stupidest thing I've ever done for geography in my entire life. SIGH. But thank god development question was still allright, I could write almost a full page for the 12 marks essay, whether it would be marked right or wrong that's another question LOL. I think that's about all for now. Gonna go mug for my rest of my subs. 5:45 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
My thoughts Sigh. Don't really know how I feel right now, after the chemistry paper that is. I would say that I really put in effort to study this time round for the O's, it's much much more effort compared to last year. I could see the results of my hard work in my chemistry exams in school & in prelims, well at least I passed. But then today's paper was like so-so. Average. That's the thing I really hate, cuz I'm not sure if I'm able to get a high pass or what sigh. Who knows maybe I'll just manage to get a C6. WTH. Hopefully I don't fail my chemistry paper (touchwood).. =X " Nobody understands, nobody ever will understand " After this paper I can't help but to feel a little bit demoralized. Those topics I really studied so hard for didn't came out.. MUCH.. Sigh. And instead it came out all those weird ailen questions, what the heck. I really hope the up coming papers won't be so sucky like today's paper. So my plan for now is to try and get an A2 for my biology so that I'm able to pull my science paper up. Biology shouldnt be a problem for me I guess lol. May god bless. And god knows why, these few days I've been feeling so super- duper stressed up. So stressed until sometimes I couldn't sleep properly at night. Poor me. Sigh. I seriously can't wait for this torture to end. FREEDOM!! 5:13 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
HELLOS!! It has been such a long time since I blogged.. I'm feeling quite high now, don't know for what reason LOL. Actually I should be very tired right now because just got back from school, maybe it's because of the fruitful day and my darling GREEN TEA!! =D School was fine and I realized that going to school does benefit me I learn to face my fear of under pressure for MATHS. Recently yisan and I have decided to stay back after school everyday to do either maths paper1 or paper2( from TYS). And I'm proud to say that we managed to passed everytime we combined the paper 1 and 2. I also passed the O level speciment paper mrs gave us although it wasn't a distinction but I was quite contented that I finally managed to see the fruits of my hard hard labour. :) Like usual today yisan and I also stayed back to do speciment paper, and it was sort of raining heavily when we were halfway doing the paper. It rained so hard that there was so dark at the concourse & there was lighting for every 3 seconds and LOUD thunder. So needless to say I kept using my hands to cover my ear whenever there was sign of lighting. And Yisan was over there laughing at me, I know I look like a clown but then I couldn't help myself. The best thing was that not long after she(Yisan) also started to cover her ears, & when I saw her doing the same action as me I too laughed at her, and her reason was that she was afraid of the lighting LOL. So ys and me kept doing the stupid action(covering our ears quickly) whenever we saw lighting and mind you we were halfway doing the speciment paper. It was seriously so freaking hilarious, and I must say that we look like retards.. LOL Before that we went and consult Mr ng to help us on our english. I felt that I really learned a lot from his way of teaching, Although on the exterior he seemed quite stern but he's very very approachable trust me, & needless to say we cracked jokes and had fun during the consultation. And maybe I'm going for a swim tomorrow WOOHOO!!! XD 5:49 PM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Feeling stressed- up and super duper moody right now. These few days, maybe it's due to the arrival of the O's I"m feeling out of sorts and damn tired .. Sigh.. And to make matters worse I'm sick... WTF. I really cant wait to get this stupid shit over and done with. Did nothing but revisions and revisions again and again. Going to mug hard for tomorrow again I suppose, and for another 1 week plus.. BUT it's gonna be over soon, so I'm going to get through this!!! I think I'm starting to talk crap, might as well go and rest Sigh. Hope my mood gets better. Sayonara. 11:51 PM
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