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My name's PX and you should know me.
I love to sing, dance and play the piano. Sometimes I think I've split personality but you'll soon get used to it.
Life is just like a toilet bowl, it has ALL kinds of shits in it.

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Monday, April 28, 2008

Science module was about physics again AHHH!!! It really drove me nuts alright. Furthermore taufiq was sitting beside me I thought it would be easier to hit him as he's nearer to me but then I was so wrong. He sitting beside me's really a disaster, he kept disturbing me like a childish boy. For the whole afternoon he kept pressing my lappy's button trying to make my lappy jam. So in revenge I did the same thing too!! LOL anyway today's lesson was damn complicated thank god caiyang and taufiq managed to save our group's life...I think cai yang made the most effort today thanks!! :)
Yayayaya I know fiq and I were acting like small kids in class, whacking each other don't blame me because I cannot stand him. Sigh tomorrow's computing maths again SUCKS!! I think I'm going to go KUKU again. Lalalala~ ~ ~
10:01 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Been quiet emo recently for some personal reasons. Anyway went to Uncle's son's Birthday party today at jelapang area. Food was awsome indulged in loads of rubbish as my stomach upset is okay now muhahah. :) Well tomorrow is Basic science again going to school is not a bad thing after all at least it keeps me occupied, preventing me from emo-ing about past memories.
Actually I feel that I'm a super sensitive person sigh. I know its not good and I'm trying to change it. I seriously HATE being overly sensitive. But at certain times I just can't help but to feel super irritated by some moronic fool who keeps on testing my patience in class.


To the moronic guy in class: Don't try testing my patience. Because I'm not nice when I'm seriously pissed.
9:07 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

I know I have a tendancy to get EMO easily.


& I'm trying my best to deal with it. So please shut the FUCK UP allright.
3:48 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

LALA.. Went to school today and had Enterprize lesson today, at the beginning it was still allright but when it came to the presentation May sort of 'shooted' at our group and sort of make things diffcuilt for us. I was kinda affected by what she commented infront of the whole class. Sigh. My poor team members. We were striving for an A can. WTH.
Anyway after school my mood was not very good because of some conflict with somebody's comment on my group but I still went dinner with yanlin, joel, irene and yinghui at lot 1's pasta mania.. :)

We went there and have dinner, so I decided to tell the gang that a indian man prank called me yesterday night 2 times, he claimed that he got my number from his friend. After that joel wanted to call him back on the spot. WOOHOO! So he called him and he was huh-ing away. So joel said this....

Joel : Hello..? Hello..? I'm James who's this..? Hello..?
Indian man: hello..huh..? huh..?
Joel: Hello..? Ya I'm James here, can I speak to John..? you called me yesterday night right...?
Indian man : Huh..?HUh..?

Irene, me, yh and yl were laughing like mad , everyone was looking at our table la LOL.
So after eating we went to library and then the indian man called me again but because we ere inside the library we cannot talk loudly so we went to the staircase and called him again. So this was what happened ... ..

Joel: Hello...? John..? I'm James here. Ya are you John..? You're John right...? I was sleeping yesterday when you called me..
Indian man: Huh..? Who's this ar..? Yesterday I call wrong number.
Joel : Oh izzit..? Next time want to call me don't call so late, I sleeping already.
Indian man : Oh cos I call wrong number.


My goodness, I seriously think I'm falling in love with W34F!! You guys ROX!!

9:31 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Computing Maths can seriously drive me nuts. Know how I know..? BEcause I suffered today lol, today was Cmaths module and I didn't attend last week's lesson as I was sick so basically I was SUPER LOST today. Today's lesson was linked to last week's lesson and I was struggling throughout the whole afternoon trying to figure out what the hell was going on in class. Trying to digest and work out by following the instructions at the same time can kill man.
Anyway I was going kuku by when we're reaching the 2nd break because my programme was sort of jammed. I spent the whole afternoon doing my programme and was on the verge of going crazy & when I couldnt edit my codes at all I stared to swear at my lappy..LOL I know irene and gang were sort of stunned sorry guys!! But I usually do that when I'm super stressed up like today.

When I got back my lappy still was not able to start the programme working ( maybe my lappy gave up too) then finally I decided to consult alfred " Alfred, my line missing leh, I cannot move leh the programme " then caiyang and the others started laughing at me, I swear I don't know what they're laughing at la. Ever since this morning people around me keep on laughing. Then today the stupid taufiq also keep on shooting me but not so much compared to yesterday lols.
I seriously think he forgot to take medicine...? Woops!!
GO TAKE YOUR MEDICINE LA TAUFIQ!! XD
Allright I gtg already damn tired. Nights!
9:48 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Went to Bugis with girlfriends and walked around managed to buy a pair of ear-rings for myself and Im so in love with my MORINGO!! :D
I also done my re-arrangements of worksheets and school stuffs in my lappy they look more organized now sososo tired now feel like Zzzz-ing * yawn* I also looked at my grades for last 2 weeks 1A, mostly Bs and 1C ( the module which I least expect myself to get, so saddening). Looks like I really got to buck up. I don't think B is what I'm really aiming for.

I also received comments from one of the faci saying that I'm not participating enough during class discussion..? She also said that I don't seems to be ''enthu'' on group discussions..? WTF. Who the hell is she to judge me may I ask...? Furthermore she's not there all the time, she only can see me work for around 1 pathetic hour then she goes off for 1st break. So is this a fair judgement..? Sounds so freaking senseless to me. All I know is it seems like she's not very satisfied with my performance. I'll work harder at her lesson & make sure she gives me a A instead of throwing me a freaking B grade. JYJY PX!! Gogogo!!!
got to go sleep still need to settle my PEAKS tomorrow morning ( 200 questions at 1 shot what the hell), darn it!! Byebye
10:33 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

FInally I'm done with my last minute touch-ups PPT for Shihui's birthday tomorrow!! YOOHOO!! Feeling quite tired right now after all those intense chiong-ing of ppt slides and decorations.. I only spent like 2 days finishing it..? LOL It's abit last minute I must say but nevertheless I still think I did a GREAT JOB together with Peilin's help of course!! :D
I really never rushed anything so mad in my life before la!! So drained out!!
Tomorrow gonna celebrate dinner with her at lot 1 with sarah and Pl haha I can't wait!! Alright need to rest now. DAMN SLEEPY. Nights!
11:19 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Absent myself from school today, couldn't care less I felt like dying in the morning when I woke up at 7am. Severe headache and flu was still not going away. Rested in bed all the way to 11 plus, mummy woke me up to take lunch and medication again. After that continued to rest and started chionging my ppt for someone. So tired can but no choice didn't have much time left already so I'd to do it. And I'm proud to say I'm half-way done with it!! :D
After which I went and rest again as I was feeling tired~ ~ ~ Sigh thank god the headache went away after poping 2 panadol extra strong. Oh no so normal panadol doesn't seems to work for me..? lols.
Yeah, I'm going to school tomorrow woohoo!! Staying at home is so damn boring seriously la. Sigh, I must get at least 80% well tomorrow if not I don't have the energy to crap with my beloved group members wahahah!! :D
I'm proud to say that my favourite group got an A grade for last week's Amazing Race lols, that was one of the modules we were totally lost and confused can. Alfred commented that our group had great group dynamic woohoo!! ( I think because we crapped alot that's why hahah) It's a nice surprise anyway, Great job guys!! :)



Memories do fade with time, but they won't be too far away from you.
6:56 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

First thing first. I'm so SICK!! Today was basic science lesson and I thought it was one of the modules which I find it the easiest but I was wrong because todays problem had something gotta do with physics. WTH I was quite okay with the discussion and stuffs because we only needed to observe and move the objects around, but after coming back from second break I realised that my flu had become worse, and as if it's not bad enough I started having headaches. F**K!!
In addition to that my hands started feeling super cold and I was so tired, my head hurts so much that I felt like vomitting all of a sudden. My group members could tell that I was almost on the verge of dying I suppose..? LOL

When presentation started we were the 2nd group so after finish presenting the faci sort of shoot questions for us and targeted at me and yan ling. I admit I was not able to answer properly because firstly I was not a physics student and secondly I was so freaking lost due to my sickness that I couldnt think logically fast enough. Sigh. Today's a definitely a bad day for me.
I got back to my seat and tried to listen to other groups on their presentation but then the headache coupled with the other sickness was too much for me to bear so I laid on the table and rest. I almost wanted to pack up and go home but still I decided to rest on the table, gosh I really hope the faci knows that I'm feeling really unwell, I already predicted myself to get a C or a D for today's module sigh. Oh yes thanks a lot for yan ling (stopping me from eating 'rubbish') , irene ( for helping me to carry my lappy on the way back :] ), zul, hassan and chee mun for their concern :)


Get well soon peixuan!!
8:53 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Watched ' Run papa run " with caifang , pengna and sarah at vivocity today. It was not bad at all, didn't know Jackie Chan can produce such good quality hahah! I loved the storyline and the small twist in the ending :D
Then went jalan-ing with them after movie, there were alot of clothing shops but I didnt really went to browse as I was too tired after the movie, maybe I didn't sleep well last night must be the stupid latte fault.
Oh well monday's starting school I seriously think I need to think of what to get for my darling asap. Don't have much time left I only have 4 more days..? Gosh. SO STRESSED!! lols.
I think my eyes are closing any minute from now because I didn't really sleep well last night( after school went straight away for piano lesson and re-learnt my new exam piece due to last minute changes ), and woke up at 9 today and have been wasting my precious energy all the way until now. Yikes!


It's a blessing in disguise because I finally know what your real flaws are.
9:47 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

I'm so damn tired right now. Survived on sandwhiches and a packet of milk for lunch today. SO freaking pathetic man I seriously think the queue in RP is too long la. It's like queueing up for bus during the peak period can. My god. Anyways today was computing maths and the faci was late lol he seems to be abit unsure of whatever that's going on. Quite slack actually compared to yesterday. Our problem was called Amazing Race, but from the looks of my team and other members of other groups I think calling it LOST would be better!!
Because everyone was so confused as it was quite tricky looking at the map itself and standing in the person's shoes. Left and right was diffcuilt to differentiate as each one of us have different perspective of looking at it.
Needless today groups ''bombed'' questions at each other (which made me quite suprised), one of the groups took a whole 30 minutes to finish presenting as they were being targeted. LOL
Looks like my class is warming up real fast ya..hahah!! :) Tomorrow's enterprize lesson holy shit!
I dread enterprize lessons. -.-


Keeping myself super occupied and being dead tired at the end of the day seems to be working.
8:26 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008

Well well well, I woke up early today to prepare myself to reach school on time being the first day I don't wana be late you know. So met up with friends at cck station around 8.10 and went up the escalator. I seriously got the shock of my life when I saw a massive group of people crowding at the front of the escalator. Then I realized there were not crowding around there was really no more space for them to shift. At first I thought they were filming or something but then when I saw officers and paramedics I knew it was something serious. There was seriously alot of people stucked at CCK station la.. everybody looked so confused.

So friends and I decided to take LRT to bp and then take bus to woodlands. And guess what we were LATE!!! What the heck man!! I purposely met up with gang earlier to be punctual and then this kind of things happen..? Oh gosh. Well I don't know whether to pity the guy who committed suicide anot..? All I know is we poor people really suffered today. I swear I was sweating like f**k when I reached school and I was also suffering from stomach cramp. How great!! So when I entered class I was late by freaking 30 mins everyone was looking at me when I entered the class so malu la..

Had science lesson today and was quite fun, though we were quite stressed as didn't have enough ppt slides but we managed to pulled it off hahah!!
We even volunteered to be the first to present wahaha cheers to my lovely group members!! :D
I was super malu-ed by taufiq la this was what happened...
* I stared at the battery level carefully it was indeed getting lesser and lesser but I was charging it* finally I couldn't take it and asked "ehh why I charge so long the battery still not moving ar..? " taufiq turned his head to me " where..? you never on the switch izzit..? " he even switched off and on for me and at last he turn his head to my adaptor and found something...

" your adaptor is not connected.... .. !! " he said loudly LOL my god I was so freaking embarassed can everyone was laughing at me la..wha lau!! how blur can I get man..hahah.
I hope to remain in my current group they rox!! :D
8:41 PM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

As I was reading todays Sunday Times I chanced upon this article written by sumiko tan. I thought it really made sense while I was reading and trying to digest it at the same time. So I decided to share this. I did edit a little bit hahah. Enjoy!! :)

Is physical pain more terrible than mental pain..? If you asked me I would say mental pain. (maybe beause I'm still currently experiencing it) The good thing about physical pain is that, most times it'll go away either throught time or with the help of medication. But mental pain on the other hand is a totally different case there's no medication for the pain to go away. Sigh that's so saddening. It does fade away slowly but unlike a physical pain that has been cured, a mental pain haunts. Just when you think you've gotten over it, something triggers a memory and the pain comes flooding back. Other than death the most common cause of mental pain is yeah, love.

More often than not the mental pain that most people carry around is due to relationship woes - the pain of misplaced love, betrayed love, unrequired love, of never being able to attain the happily-ever-after scenario you hope for (which I can't agree more with it), at least not in this lifetime, the pain of waiting, of missing someone so much that you think your heart would break, the pain of trying to forget someone, the pain of wanting more love. I've come to conclude that romantic love is actually one of the most silly reasons to get yourself twisted up in anguish.
This form of pain is selfish, self-inclicted and ultimately deserved, we brought it upon ourselves.It's caused by an ego that believes someone else should dance to your tune and if things don't turn out your way, or the way you thought/hoped it might turn out, it's a disaster, mayhem, sorrow, pain and agony.

But the truth reality is, love can't be forced. It's either there or it's not. No amount of crying, wishing it would somehow happen and feeling pained will make it happen when it's not meant to be. Accepting it and moving on would be better. Maybe it's really time to move on.



I just realized no matter what I do, how helpless I feel it's just not going to improve the situation

1:25 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Alright today I finally met up with my primary school friends. Wha it's like finally we gathered man. Waited for the super blur alex to come and meet us at the interchange while me, weijie, eileen and jun hu were waiting hahah. We went to far east to have our lunch at SU korean crusine it was not too bad maybe a little bit early for some as they didn't have much appetite..? We still ordered anyway the only person who didn't eat anything was alex because he claimed that he was still full due to super heavy breakfast. After which we decided to walk around orchard the weather was freaking hot and honesty speaking it was quite tiring but thank god we had a joker with us :)
that sort of made me feel more energized wahahah!!

Alex left us first as he had something on so junhu and we girls decided to continue jalan abit more before we headed home. Tried to look for a new jacket but didnt to find any sigh. Then we went to Paragon as jh wanted to see his Guess watch. Oh yes there was a fashion show too my god those models they were stunning la. After which headed home and by then it was already drizzling. Thank god I brought my brolly so eileen shared with weijie while I shared mine with jh. The ironic thing was eileen and wj were quite dry and me and junhu were Drenched. WTH!!
Not like we didn't have umbrella with us, ok maybe my umbrella was really too small but I tried my best to shelter both of us already and yet we were super wet lol. We looked like we just showered man..LOL Wasted we didn't take any pictures of our pathetic drenched looks.. =X
It was quite cold in the bus but luckily the busdriver didn't blast the aircon if not I & jh would be frozen. HAHAH!
Definitely looking forward to our next primary school gathering, U guys rox!! :D
9:27 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008

I'm feeling super tired today went for 2nd day orientation today and did amazing race within campus. Really shouldn't have wore the new sandals today blisters were appearing halfway during the game and we had to RUN. I did run anyway since it was already painful might as well make it more pain hope I can get numb to the pain..? hahah seems like I'm acting abit of a saddist. Starting from monday onwards we'll be having normal lessons and I'm quite excited about it!! Sigh. Im feeling better but I'm still trying hard to psycho myself that very soon when school reopens I don't have time and energy to brood over it and everything will be better. I still can't seem to erase away completely sigh maybe I need a bigger eraser/rubber...? lol.. I feel so useless. Oh god.. looks like I still need some time to get over this.
12:21 AM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Don't be too good to me, for i'll miss you.

Don't be too caring, for i might like you.

Don't be too sweet, for i might fall for you.

It's hard for me to love when you don't love me afterall.

10:25 PM

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