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My name's PX and you should know me.
I love to sing, dance and play the piano. Sometimes I think I've split personality but you'll soon get used to it.
Life is just like a toilet bowl, it has ALL kinds of shits in it.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Oukay! here are the pictures taken from W34F 25th, 26th, 27th july chalet LOL enjoy~ ~ ~



8:23 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Just got back from W34F chalet damn tired can but it was SUPERB!! special thanks to zul and muqsit ( intense planning ) and joel( booking on room) for the chalet :)

All excited to PARTY!!
1st night we reached around 9 plus..? yanlin caiyang & i reached there by my dad's car but we went to wrong resort LOL but walked back there anyway and met up with e rest of guys excluding zul, joel, taufiq, yuji and doris. !st night all booked in ate my nasi goreng watch dvd played ps2 and slacked muhahaha so lazy can so all just lie on bed watched tv. played indian poker and loser must drink plain water & hold ice in the mouth so kuku man. Then me and yl went downstairs to accompany razmi & hambit, cheemun because irene and yinghui was asleep awww.. chatted casually as we had nothing to do and drink abit. I think owner & yanling got abit high and she was smiling2 but they still know what's happening la. so after which accompanied them to sit on the drain while razmi sang songs with his guitar, guess his voice must be amazing got 2 girls beside our room sat by the staircase and listened to his singing LOL! so pro man! muqsit and cheemun and hassan was still normal not tipsy at all. then owner got abit too high created abit of noise when she was brought upstairs and she complained that she felt unwell n wanted to vomit maybe she ate not enough food i think my nasi goreng was not enough for all la. -.- hambit kept disturbing me when i was resting on my hands placed on my knees as i was feeling tired felt quite unwell though i think i was half asleep then he purposely used his hands to push my hands away and i almost fell to my side, fancy distubing me when i was half awake so evil! but after that he lend me to rest on his shoulders lol thanks! :) hambit took care of owner and followed her upstairs to toilet and helped her when she vomitted awww so sweet & caring. good pet. =)

tired but all ready for more craziness from W34F woohoo! I slept beside yanlin omg the bed was super crammed man think we sleep for 1 hrs plus..? then i woke up got severe headache maybe not enough rest canot sleep peacefully. then all of us woke up and went to have breakfast instead me irene caiyang yinghui and yanling. after which went back to chalet and lie on the bed wanted to sleep before start preparing for bbq but idiotic muqsit kept disturbing me take pillow to whack me & purposely dont give me space to sleep comfortably WTH!! so evil! then we went and prepare for BBQ yoohoo! headache was better doris and yuji reached too all prepared for food so fun sia~~~all of us sang while bbqing the next pit beside us were watching at us LOL! can't blame them i know we have really good singers like razmi, yuji.. in w34f hahah. Danny didn't come awww , but may and alfred came muhahaha, alfread brought champane and another bottled drink and tiger prawns so nice of him!! thanks alfred u're the best faci hahaha!

super deprived of sleep. battery life : 25% then went bbqing me irene and doris was bbqing most of the time, thank god muqsit they all take over otherwise we sure pengsan lol. so hot tired and hungry man. LOL after bbq went back to bath and watched dvd..? drank abit of champagne because didn't want to suffer & have headache again. taufiq came around 12..? was abit late but he still came and by that time most were asleep i tried to sleep beside irene but there was too little space LOL seriously too crammed + tv noise + their talking..omg can die. i was plainly resting not sleeping. aww man i so poor thing. all my girls asleep but i still awake but damn sleepy. tsktsktsk. the guys were watching some show called jackass..? damn idiotic and sick la. in the end i sit with them and watched SAW while i let cheemun take over my place he was sick running fever i was super tired so was hambit and razmi & taufiq all of us were watching the show eyes half closed LOL. oh yes i & yanlin woke up too & we became "sofa" for peeps to lean by the way when watching SAW -.-

last night with w34f
i ended up sleeping beside doris but i was on the cold hard floor..awwwww...shit man.. xxxx kept jabbing me with her elbow, me tried to stay still but she kept doing the action so i no choice get off the bed too crammed + she didn't like me sleeping beside her ohh man sad-ed.... .. no la jkjk only right irene..? LOL!! XD
managed to sleep for 2 hours..? woke up due to toilet's sounds and then doris waked up too, back was aching because floor was too hard no pillow no nothing awwww...so sad. LOL all watched cartoon recommanded by taufiq hahah abit lame though.lol. oh yes before i forget i saw someone twitching and rubbing the nose when we disturbed him with blanket! wasted should have taken pictures. lol
all showered and ate burger king for breakfast didn't manage to take much pictures though sigh so sad. gonna miss W34F truckloads. hope end of year chalet around december for W34F can be another success. :D


ps: will update chalet's pics asap :)
10:09 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

yawn i feel so tired now, after feeling so high for 45 mins. it's super tiring trust me. i think someone put some kinda drugs into my meal just now during breakout. must be the W1 nasi lemak omgomg. scully the auntie secretly put " laughing drugs " inside my rice or the chicken curry lol cannot go there and eat the nasi lemak already. LOL!! it's like so random i kept laughing and kept smiling at my lappy was talking to yinghui, muqsit and shihui all 3 of them sae they same thing " you tonight very high huh..? den i replied " YA!!! why everyone say the same thing..? " shit man. but never mind endorphins can be released into my brain so i can sleep better and feel more happy woohoo!! no more emo. XD tomorrow's W34F chalet yesa!! :)
10:44 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Went to school just to have my UT for cognitive after which we discussed on the chalet things. seriously i don't know what to do it's like so rushed. what to do wanted to plan this long before hand but some keep pushing back the date until now. it's super stressful can. i just hope everything can go smoothly even though it's like super last minute wrapping up. tomorrow's the freaking exam man, so nervous can i've put in so much effort into it drilling on scales exam pieces. i seriously hope i won screw up too badly. let me at least have a high pass ..? around 118..? minimum is 110 to pass wth why is it not 100 marks..? LOL! but if i can hit a min Merit (120) i'll be so happy until i fly up to heaven. XD

Thanks guys for the mental support on tomorrow's exam regardless of whether its a direct or indirect encouragement i'll still accept it. :) i know for sure there will be stumblings tomorrow it's just how i cover up my flaws and continuing playing. omg after tomorrow i'm a free bird!! Chalet's on friday omgomg!! seriously can't wait.. woohoo~ ~ ~









6:04 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Next weds is practical exam. OMG!! i'm so stressed man. but nvm friday's chalet time woohooo!! i'm gonna make sure i enjoy myself man muhahahahah.. take alot alot of pictures yesa!! XD
under super duper lot of stress lately, i cannot sleep properly man sucks la. how i wish i can shooo away those super irritating matters which occupy my mind whenever i lie on my bed. they keep bugging me non-stop my god. i need to learn to take it easy, it's been something which i failed to learnt despite going through the hard way. i think need a break. seriously.
my wise hambit word of advice : let love find you. :D



maybe it's best for me to let go afterall...?
10:47 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

omg so brain dead now man. after school immediately rush to piano. performed 2 songs last piece of morzart didn't manage to play due to it's super long 8 page lenghtyness. LOL . miss ho commented that i was better than last time as i kept my tempo steady through the baroque song yippee!! and i've found my beloved music notes YESA!! XD must start to memorize alre can omgomg. i need to make notes man. LOL . today yanlin seriously abit mental can. keep calling me wrong name she was so high because she sw samuel then she rushed to my side and started blabbering this was what happened i was standing there then suddenly...

Yanling : ehh just now px ( refering to irene) saw samuel !!!
me : ( stares at her, since when i saw samuel..? ) ... ..
yanlin : " i so happy sia... i didn't notice until px told me "
me : ( gives her the lame face ) u call wrong name alre la..is irene LOL.

see what i mean she was too high until she cannot think properly.

yl's maddness part 2.

we were all waiting for chee mun to reach, me and irene was rushing as we were late. then samuel's gang passed by. irene told yanlin this : " ehh samuel leh..behind " yinghui was curious who the hell was samuel so she asked " which one is him..? " yan lin again cannot process her brain properly blabbered out " ehh we waiting for samuel" instead of saying " ehh we waiting for cheemun? " and best thing was their group passed by us i think they heard her. YOOHOO!! so cool man..!! XD

actually i was also quite mad today lurh. lalala super tired.gudnights. :D
10:19 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Don't be too good to me, for i'll miss you.

Don't be too caring, for i might like you.

Don't get too close to me, for i might fall for you.

It's hard for me to love when you don't love me afterall.

9:59 PM


today was cognitive so boring. almost died thank god i still have farveen to hold on to me especially ya there's still muqsit and taufiq. ( if i never mention i'll get "shooted" by em) LOL!
yesterday was a idiotic day i split out my water to azizul's face because clarance said something which makes no sense to me. so sorry about that zul. lol i didn't mean it. i wante to control but after thinking about clarance's answer i seriously couldn't take it. joker man. these are some pictures taken yesterday.





zul and taufiq

hahaha say cheese!



omg he look so nerd! LOL

taufiq: " do i look nice..? " LOL

yanlin and yinghui.. sheer madness >.<

group pictures :)

AWWWW SO SAD....

trying 2 be emo, looks more kuku i think..muhahah

Me so cool with nerdy specs! XD

9:20 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008


razmi with my hairclip..lol look so girlish man.


me, sister razmi and hassan. LOL

yanlin, ,me, razmi & hassan :)

Irene, yanlin, me, razmi and yinghui in the middle so COOL!


raz, irene, and mi XD


It's too ambiguous. i can't really decipher.
underneath the facade lies a truth which i'm reluctant to confront just yet.


but i know it's still there. i'm just living in denial.
2:18 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

Rules of the Taggy Quiz: A]) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.





#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

- angry & disappointed.



#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

- having a r/s which will end happily ever after & everyone in my family to remain healthy always. :)



#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

- Somewhere peaceful and quiet, the beach maybe..? lol



#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

- don't think so. it's more of worrying..?



#5. What's your ideal lover like?

-emmm... someone whom i share chemistry with,, loyal, loves me for who i am, respecful, honest, able to make me laugh, knows how to serenade me with music..? LOL



#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- being loved by someone. but then again if you truly loved someone you need not to be together with them right?



#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

-It depends how deep i love him. if i really love him i'll wait till he comes back.



#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- erm.. try and forget him asap & stop thinking about him..? although it's gonna be hard.



#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

- yes quite a few though. don't wish to talk about it.



#10. What do you want most in life?

- healthy, career, love, family, money & friends. :)



#11. What do you think is the worse situation in love..?

- when you fall for the right person ( he likes you back) at the wrong time( already attatched).



#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

- not too sure.. don't make me stressed..LOL



#13. Who is the current most important person to you?

- my parents la..lol



#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- hahah funny guy, able to talk to, someone who loves to disturb me & my kawaii pet. :)



#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

- dunno leh single and rich..? lol marriaged without being financially stable is not fun.



#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?

- a kwola bear..? lol so CUTE!! XD



#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?

- when i'm having moodswings during pms. i tend to do things which is not me.



#18. What kind of person do you think you are?

- someone who's quite easy to get along with.? lol can be kuku, paranoid at times. Someone who likes to laugh loudly..? LOL



#19. What do you define as a bad day?

- when everything i do does not go smoothly as i planned.



#20. If you were to die tomorrow, what would you do today?

- tell my loved ones( especially family ) how much i loved them actually deep inside me. confess to the person i loved it doesn't matter if he accepts me because i'm gonna die anyway, don't want to have any regrets when i die lol & spend my last moments with my family members.



tagged on : shihui, eileen lim, weixian, Irene, peilin, yanlin, jooteng, Yinghui. :)
11:48 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Had science today was about chemistry on isomers which is basically chemically identical molecule but with different chemical structure. it was quite tough at 1st but heng got youdi's expert help LOL. muqsit and farveen was also trying their best to digest the information as fast as possible that was coming out from youdi's mouth as for me i kept asking him because i was slower in reaction.? presentation was done in majiong paper so cool~ ~ ~ HAHAHAH but overall i think today's group united-ness was the BEST of all the previous lessons. good job guys!! :)
UT for maths SUCKED a big time man i couldn't do the questions at all except for 1 or 2. i'm so gonna fail man nvm let them moderate so freaking complicated like as if i'm gonna use VB codes for my biomedical course. -.- been practicing piano these few days i'm so stressed up. exam's are so freaking near man another 1 week plus OMG!!!





" it happened in the past but it wasn't suppose to happen. & i'm trying hard not to let it happen again. "
9:35 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

I'm so frigging tired right now, i never even touched my 6p can for tomorrow's maths UT. but i'm here because i've something to post which's gonna make me sick again. today someone in class made me super DISGUSTED his actions alone make me feel like commiting suicide on the spot which i hope i'll just die. the whole day was so unbearable for me the person kept shifting closer and closer to me and he was looking at me with those kind of look which made me super uneasy man the whole experience was REVOLTING! I FELT LIKE DYING. seriously.
just because i didn't have any reaction doesn't meant that i'm not bothered, just because i didn't say " excuse me, can you stop SHIFTING SO CLOSE TO ME " does not mean you can ACT STUPID & get so fucking close to me. i need privacy or should i say i'm not comfortable with you entering my normal zone let alone my private zone. get this straight truth is I DO MIND.

1 word of advice : stop trying so hard it's so sickening. i don't give a shit in whatever you do. those moments where we talked it was all nothing but pretendance.
10:16 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Okay today i think i went insane. i actually ate 1 hotdog bread+ 1 slice of watermelon for 1st break, 2nd break i ate 2 slices of water melon + 2 tea eggs. LOL i'm going watermelon so fruity man. yl they all laughed at me because i eat 3 big slice of watermelon, is it so funny..? lol maybe la..i'm going kuku. anyway today's presentation I was the lucky one, faci wanted only 1 person in the group to present all the slides each group have. I choose no.3 and i KENA!! wth man. lol
thank god my 6th sense was accurate thus we prepared some notes to help the poor choosen one out. everyone was so happy that i was presenting, i noe all want to laugh at me right. wth man!! i presented the whole thing anyway phew i was so freaking tensed can. but glad that i managed to do quite a good job. :)
i'm sosososo tired, night guys!
9:48 PM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Yesterday was Mr and Mrs Ng's baby's 1 month's celebration so we went to see her she was super cute!! met up with yi zhuang, yisan and swee hong before we trained down to orchard area and bused down to kallang. lots of people were present the 4E5 of 2007 including jokers like yongwei, derek and hanqiang below are some photos..




Mr ng and his beautiful baby Mikayla ;)



isn't she cute!! aww....





yi zhuang me and nabilah



swee hong, yisan, mr ng and me =)



Derek's posing for camera LOL



4E5 of 2007 gathering. i miss you guys.

went to piano gathering today and performed the 3 pieces on grand piano, i screwed up the 1st 2 pieces badly i think partly because of nervousness and pressure around me the other part is to be blamed on me. i think seriously need to practice carefully not just playing through the wrong notes. i've yet to play the pieces so well until even though if i played wrong notes i can still cover up and bluff my way through, i'm still not there yet. sigh i'm feeling super stressed whenever i practice. exam's in another 2 weeks time, i really hope i can pass this final grade. god bless.

PS: Thanks dad for making an effort to come back early to change my new hp for me appreciated it. :)

9:55 PM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

I'm like so dead tired right now my god~ ~ went for the distribution of flyers at woodlands block i was together with another 2 girls from other class, didn't managed to be in the same group as irene, yl and yh because 3 to a group. but never mind because i made new friends their names were maggie and eileen hahahah. was super tiring we were in charged of 4 blocks eileen's hp was down so maggie had to go together with her and i was alone so brave of me right..? :) honesty speaking it was not very safe and team leader didn't allow but to save time we had to do it man. So i was in charge of 11th floor to 8th floor, 1 floor had 10 units each door i had to bend down and slip the flyer underneath the door so tiring man, after each floor i took stairs down in order to save time. Lifts at woodlands blocks is superfar man have to make 1 big round before i can see the lift needless to say i was sweating profusely no hands to tie my hair lols, staminar was running low when i was in the 3rd block which was my 90th house to 120th house solo somemore not tired then funny can. i actually did double the workload so proud of myself!! :) i'm proud of my legs which are more toned now lol buring calories man. TIRED!! nights.
10:16 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Cognitive today but facilitator was absent so a female faci taked over us was not too bad but she seems lost today's problem was super CHIM. the whole class left during 1st meeting except for 8 people in class. Guess i'll have sucky grade for today LOL. went to IT help desk to clean my trojan. now my beloved lappy is TROJAN FREE!! :) + my webcam can be used yippee!! :) after which we went to eat together with razmi before that we read something about canibalism the pictures and the story was damn disgusting it was about a japanese man likeing a dutch student in summary he killed her using a rifel and then have sex with her body and then eat her body part by part there was even pictures can my god. i was totally grossed out they way he described the process was SICK. i didn't dare to look at the pictures at first but then a biomedical student cannot be afraid of dissecting body parts right..? LOL looked at em it wasn't too bad.
went to queensway to get irene her tank top and shorts i bought 1 too. all were laughing crazily until irene received a call from her friend, i guess if it was me i'll be pissed of too. relax kkz irene cheer up man! forget it & be happy! :)
Oh yes i think i'm going insane because i eaten alot today..? i ate rice plus 1 scoop of peppermint icecream and 1 egg. err alot meh..?!! hahaha that kinda shocked irene though. so tired . so sleepy. nightly nights.
9:10 PM

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