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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Went out with sarah & shihui today, and I was so excited because sh wanted to tell me about the ghost story she encountered. And it really scared me not as in the story was scary or what but It's a lame tatic which sh started building up the climax and then suddenly grabbed me by the neck.. WTH..lol anyway it managed to scare me. So we went to jurong entertaiment center as we thought there will be things for us to see, BUT there was nothing, so damn plain other than food stuffs there's no place for us to go. Boring. Thus after much whining and complaining we decided to go to jurong point!! Jurong point was much bigger and more things to window shop, I found a wallet I really loved, but the price was really nice also..$ 69.90. My god I don't have that much money with me allright. So I was so sad because I can't purchase that wallet. Actually today both my girls wanted to accompany me to go out and unwind myself abit, as I sort of need to sort out my thinking and emotions after I came to knew about something which made me real upset and disappointed. I felt that I was being treated like an idiot? Is it really so fun? WTF Whatever it is, I decided to forget everything, especially in the past, really regretted for thinking so much. Maybe the only right person to blame is myself. I don't wish to harbour any hope on anything other than studies right now, I should have done this long time ago.Mood swings are also taking effect on me, I tend to show attitute to those whom I feel I should. It's so unlike me, but I can't help it after all these frustrations and crap, I really felt that I had enough. SERIOUSLY ENOUGH. Lets hope that my life will get better from next week onwards. God bless. 8:14 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Yoyo, Today was another fruitful day for me. During class I was listening, well most of the time at least other than SS. And POA was a real killer, I sat there and gave full100% attention to whatever Mrs goh was talking, althought there were some part which I didn't quite understand but I stil tried my best to digest. Honesty speaking I could only understand 50% of the lesson..? WTF And during english lesson Mr ng gave our class homework even though he was absent. It was a composition that needed to be handed up within an hour. Needless to say I rushed like mad, because I wasted too much time thinking on how to start the opening paragraph. I was the last to hand up..? LOL When the relieve teacher asked " Who else have not handed up?" I was still busy writting, but thank god I was at the last sentence haha. So when I reached home went and catch a nap before start on revision. The thing that I was most pleased was I managed to hit my target!! WOOHOO.. . XD I broke my own record today too?? I actually touched POA for the first time as in want to clear the whole damn shit that i couldn't understand? The process of me handling it alone is freaking stressful. I kept using my correction tape and changing my answer, almost on the verge of going bonkers. But i did the questions anyway & there's still abit of some doubts here and there, but I'll go and ask ys tomorrow haha. I'm now learning to LIKE my current life, well I have to like it right?? If not I'll be torturing myself physically, mentally & emotionally. Thus, hopefully I'll learn to like it first than slowly love it.. Muhahaha. I'm doing this for my fav diploma course & hopefully my effort will be paid off. All the best to me. GOGOGO!!! =D 10:17 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
School was boring today, lessons where really slack..? LOL But that's good, I don't need to use too much of my brains haha. But in another 3 more months it will be Os already, I'm starting to feel the tension. Maybe I would not be able to blog as frequent as the holidays..? Because I gotta limit myself the usage of computer I think from tomorrow onwards I'll only allow myself to use 1 hour, needless to say all my revision must be completed plus my homework if there's any. >.< I think that's about all for today..? haha, well If can I shall update tomorrow again.. (wink*) Bye~~~ 9:32 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
The weather's torrid and I'm having a headache right now. SUCKS. The moment I think of having to go to school tomorrow I want to pon it HAHA, but I won't do that. Because In another 2 weeks time I think we're having CA2..? Oh god, stress again..I HATE SCH!!! Never mind I'll control and countdown the days to O levels haha, then will I feel the tension and push all the way. =D Actually I also don't have much to blog on LOL. It's just that I want to crap abit, but no one is online right now, I mean for those who are online I also don't feel like chatting with em 1st?? Got abit of attitute nowadays huh.. SH told me to concentrate on O's 1st, which I find it very hard maybe because I never restrict myself ? But not to worry when school reopens I'm sure I CAN control myself better!! All the best for me when school reopens. JIAYOU all the way!! =D 4:41 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Didn't have much mood to talk today after knowing a family problem which I if possible rather not know. Sigh. Why must this complicated matter pop up just as I was about to brace myself for my major exams? Honesty speaking, it's not easy AT ALL for me. I may look as if I'm allright and doing fine, but actually deep inside I'm not. All my worries, stresses, troubles sometimes personal problems.. I'm already finding it hard to keep myself going & pushing on. On top of my studies, there're so much things that are occupying my mind. Somethimes I really feel like giving up. I feel despondent, totally hopeless. I'm so afraid that history will repeat itself, it's unhealthy to think or have this type of mentality but what can I do? Sigh. People whom I know sometimes can't even tell I'm having these problems? LOL Maybe my acting skills are too good? I can't bear to tell my parents my problems, because I don't wish to add on to their burden, especially my dad. Well, now after I've cooled down, I've decided to PUSH ON & KEEP MOVING. I can't let this break me, not now. Althought it's not a small problem for me and my family. But whatever it is I'm going to break through this!! And hopefully may god bless. JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! =D 6:35 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
I would consider today to be a fruitful day? HAHA. Because this morning I was being woke up by pengna's call, THANKS TO HER!! I managed to complete my " English Holiday Package" sounds good right? But actually it consist of 2 compo, 1 arguementative and another narrative essay we need to write. Plus standard comprehensions. Thank god I managed to complete them so I can relax on my remaining holidays. >.< School's gonna start soon and I HATE IT!! But no choice I need to bear with it, just another 3 more months and I'll be free. YEAH!! So when school reopens we really got to push & push.. All the way. Hope everything goes smoothly for us haha. Tomorrow I & sarah will be going to fareast, most probably I'm gonna get myself another pair of sandals? Haha, and maybe nice clothings if there's any? LOL That's about all I think and for my pathetic book which I lost, sigh I still don't know what should I do? Go and get a new one or photocopy the whole thing again? SIGH Looks like this whole week I don't need to practice any thing at all LOL. But I hope tomorrow when I drop by CHEERS they'll tell me " Miss we've found your book!!", but I doubt that will happen, I'm hoping against hope. Really hope I can find my book back tomorrow . 8:35 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Today simply sucks. It's the worst day of my life for this month. Went and attend piano lessons this morning and miss ho gave me 3 new exam pieces to prepare for, so I was extremely excited as I finally get to prepare for my grade 8 pieces which is also the last Grade. By right I should be delighted and the moment when I reach home I will start playing the pieces. BUT the sad thing is, I lost 2 of my piano books which I was carrying it on my hand, & inside there's the 3 exam pieces which were photocopied for me. WTF 1 book was my drilling technique for my grade which cos about $20+ to $30+. And the other book was a compilation of grade 8 pieces for me to learn new songs and train my techinque in playing. I LOST the 2 god-damn book, so how on earth am I suppose to continue playing. Furthermore my 3 new graded 8 exam pieces are slot inside it. what the heck man. I seriously don't remember where I left it, all I remember was the 2 books were still with me when i board the train back to cck. Because I remembered flipping the scores and thinking what miss ho had taught earlier on. Then I left the train and headed towards the convenient store Cheers to get a drink for myself. I bought orange juice and went and buy instant noodles for my lunch. But I don't remember exactly where the hell I put the 2 books, maybe I left it on the side of the instant noodles shelves?? I don't know, totally forgottern, SIGH. And when I got back home I started opening the door with my keys that's when I realized "where the hell is my books?" I immediately rushed back to the store and asked the person if he has seen any books left behind. But I think before I opened my mouth he already know something was wrong because my face had the "worried and searching" look. Sigh. All I hope is the person who took my book will return to the shop so that the sales person can pass it to me when I go and visit it tomorrow? I mean like, what for he/she take my books?? Are they going to benefit from it, well if they know how to play the piano too at my grade then I've nothing to say. LOL But the fact is the few customers whom I saw were buying were all middle-age aunties and uncles. So what? They're professional pianist? I doubt the person who took my books will return them, they're so EVIL!! Sigh, I just want my books back, how could I be so careless. Sucks. Really pathetic day it is today, everything just SUCKS. 2:14 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Today was the second day of our meet up haha, yesterday we headed to town for seoul garden and had dinner at ngee ann city. Meet weixian and sarah at lot 1 cck interchange at late afternoon, both sarah and us though out make up was going to melt as the weather was so freaking hot!! Thank god we managed to cool down inside the bus. Everything went smoothly, althought there was abit of a booboo I shall skip that part. Really laughed my heart out when we were dining, sarah was as her usual self joking when eating.. LOL we almost choke to death, but a real pity that we couldn't take pictures due to some reason. After which we went to jalan jalan a while and then decided to head home, zhengwei left first as he wanted to take the MRT but we thought that bus would be faster. But the thing is, we can't even squeeze up the bus it was so damn crowded. So after waiting for 2 bus to leave without us as it's so packed. We decided to take the MRT... LOL It was already10 when we left the bus stop, so needless to say the MRT is also PACKED but stubbornly squeezing in the train still works =D We were like being squashed like sardines?? Sarah was around in the middle but there was somebody blocking her from joining us while I and weixian was at the other side. Commuters were pushing like nobody's business..?? What the... And today we went and play sports, BUT it RAINED I was like so pissed with the weather maybe it was fated?? LOL We still met up and settle to CF's condo and played badminton haha, all of us didn't mind getting wet, except for Pengna... She kept saying what " Rain already don't play already la.." So I shoot her by saying " Why you made of cotton candy izzit? Will you melt??" haha, then I didn't expect weixian to shoot " All these 18 years you have never been in the rain izzit? " HAHAHA.. So bad.. but nana also deserve it =P After we stop sports due to the heavy rain, we headed to CF's house and rest, snack and slack!! Haha, as usual nana started her nonsense and asked wx to teach her her homework.. Poor wx almost vomit blood we all could see that, LOL Althought we didn't play much but at least we gathered so I'm contented!! XD 12:11 AM
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Headed town with sarah shihui today, and we went to bugis first as it was more inconvenient, sarah and shihui bought some accessories but there weren't any which caught my eye though.LOL so after the accessories we cabbed down to fareast as all of us were so tired to walk, furthermore I was wearing heeled sandals so it was damn tiring. The moment we reached fareast we went to the toilet as you know girls love the toilet muhahaha. I think it was because I didn't eat much for breakfast so I was famished and started complaining that I wanted to eat before we went shopping haha, so shihui and sarah had no choice but to give in to me. >.< We walked towards KFC as we wanted to eat something light like, cheesefries?? and discovered that it was full house. Disappointed so we went to LJS and gave it a try, and guess what? It was full house too. -_-" Burger king was initially out of our choice but we had no other way but to go in there as I was so hungry. So we went inside and settle down, the 3 of us stared really hard at the menu as we have not been eating BK for like years..?? Everything is like so ex well for us at least. So in the end we bought the same set. And when I opened up my burger, I looked at the meat, No.1) It was DARK BROWN in colour, No.2) I can't eat beef because of religion matters. No.3) The piece of meat doesn't look like chicken to me LOL . " Is this beef ?" I can't take beef you know" I said to shihui & sarah. And after they bite theirs it was confirm that it was BEEF. I got quite upset and went to the counter to see if I could exchange. The moment they told me that they needed to charge me more as I wanted to change it into chicken burger I was damn pissed, I mean come on, they didn't state anything on the board that it was beef so how on earth are the customers going to know? Through their sixth sense?? YA RIGHT! So my money was wasted I didn't enjoy my meal AT ALL. But luckily I managed to get a top for myself and a light green halter top! =D So that sort of made me forgot about the stupid incident. I enjoyed myself with my darlings haha thanks to both of you girls. XD 8:42 PM
Friday, June 8, 2007
Went and bought dumbells with the accompanyment of Peilin, HAHA I'm so happy allright. But I have to apologise for taking such a long time before making up my mind. SORRY peilin, I didn't meant it, but I seriously have no idea to take the lighter one or the other heavier one. haha. So I decided to take the heavier one which is 1.15KG each quite light actually, but I didn't want to take the 2KG it's too heavy. And after buying the dumbell we went to buy watson to accompany pl to buy her things, LOL it was like as if we just had our pay hahaha. Though it was not a very long meeting but it's enought to make me happy haha, as in at least I have someone to accompany me to shopping. XD I looked at the date today, and relfected on what I've been doing on what has been occuping my head for the past few months, there has been school work, but there's also excessive things which I shouldn't think for the moment. It's just another 4 more months, and it's my 2ND time going through this. So it's no excuse for me to so as bad as last year. I got to AIM HIGH man, my course which is in NP is not easy to get in seriously. I promise myself I've got to aim at nothing but O's.. GOGOGO I can do it!! 9:23 PM
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Today I went swimming with Peilin, meet her straight after school and headed towards lot one to buy bread before meeting her. Initially I thought it was going to rain as I read yesterday's weather report and it said there would be showers in the early morning and afternoon. But thank god it didn't =) We went to the wave pool and "warmed up" there haha but we didn't really swim much as in lots of laps. so after spending some time there we went to the other side of the pool which we could lie on the sides of the pool and sun tan ourselves properly. Our aim was to be tanned haha, the sun was quite strong LOL thank you so much sunny!! >.< I would say much of our time was spend sun-tanning and chatting with each other, what to do it's been so long since we meet up. We spent about 2.5hrs hours in the pool chatting non-stop and I learn to know about something which i didn't knew, all along. I've learn that not all whom u're close to will tell the truth about themselves. I shall not mention names here as I don't find the need to. I shall just forget about this lame shit. But there's a good side on today's meeting up, I and peilin got sunburn. I was the more serious one LOL. Maybe because I'm fairer that's why, and it's so damn painful now.. Agrhh... But never mind the pain's worth it!! HAHA. I'm freaking red right now, hope it'll not be so painful by tmomrrow.. =P And tomorrow I'm getting DUMBELLS!! Yeah!! XD, Finally I can do my work out. Thanks for making my day today peilin!! Muackz!! =D 6:18 PM
Monday, June 4, 2007
Went for english lessons today, and Mr Ng gave us some tips on BGR relationships haha. I find it totally true and interesting. Well the first tip is : DO NOT ever plunge into a relationship. Which I find it 100% true, because of past experiences sigh, what's the use of plunging in the deep sea yourself when in the end you're just going to get drown, ALONE . Second advice is the reason why BGR hurts so much is because it deals with the matters of the heart. Can't agree more with it. LOL Today's lesson was quite boring for maths. Learned stretch again... Luckily tomorrow's lesson won't be as long as today HAHA. XD Really looking forward to this weekend haha..Going KBox..YIPPIE!! =D 9:24 PM
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Purple is my new current colour haha, LOVE IT! Today was quite a good day for me as I went out to have lunch and went to Sun Plaza with family, there was lots of things on sale, well mainly because of the GSS lolz. After having lunch we started to window shop, and while window shopping I saw the shop Ten Toes and went in to have a look as I was looking for a pair of sandals anyway. Initially I thought there wasn't any sandals that caught my eye cuz usually I'm the more fussy one well u can't blame me cos I'm a virgo right. LOL And there was this particular heeled sandals which was white in colour sitting there quietly. It was so pretty, I fell in love with it immediately haha, so decided to try if it was comfy. And guess what it was super- duper comfy!! HAHA...so I bought it, without having second thought. Anyway it's cheap twenty- five bucks. XD Sort of had a talk with yisan in the afternoon and she comforted me as I told her about my hair..LOL We chatted about lots of things, may be more about the past events which had happened. And I also told her about some of my personal problems and she told me some of ther advice and she think that it would be best if I never tell him about my feelings because chances are he might be in a state of shock or avoid me..?? So I should just remain friends with him that's the wisest choice for now, at least. So from today onwards I'll try my best not to think so much and concentrate on my studies!! =D I CAN DO IT!!! whoo hoo... She also told me about some of her problems like friends which I agree with her, but there's nothing we can do for now. Because we're leading different lives as in different level of education. Sigh. But all these stupid things will be over soon, it's just another 4 more months hang in there yisan!! we can do it!! =D Holidays are coming soon and I can't wait!! hehe.. Faster come holidays, I'm waiting for you!! Muhahahaha.. >.< 8:05 PM
Friday, June 1, 2007
Today I went for piano lesson, the moment I reach her house I went inside her room and prepared for lesson, to my suprise there were 2 other students inside the room, so I waited patiently at the sofa. If not for their actions I seriously didn't know that the two other girls were so inconsiderate and self-centered. Both of them started to discuss about the timing for the next lesson and there were some conflicts because of the fact that they had lots of camp thingy, but had to have group lessons together. I was initially cool but one of the student started to talk and whine like some kinda child or something. I mean can't she talk properly, why must she use such a voice to talk..? Did she think that she'll look more cute when doing that..? Save it man. That's the point when I started to get real pissed, Whining is a nicer word to use, BITCHING is the real word to describe what she was doing.Despite eating into my time, she looked as if she couldn't care less, and continued to dilly dally takeing her own sweet time to reject whatever timeslot teacher gave her, by saying " Oh cannot, I'm tired, I can't go for lesson miss ho, I don't have time to practice my pieces. The church camp is at changi." I'm like " What the f**k is wrong with her man, can't she just take whatever time that's given to her." And after a long debate, she left the room unhapppily..WTF. Sigh, and I think our gathering is slowly going to break down..? Gosh, I don't know what to do, I'm so tired and lost. I just hope everything that I've planned goes smoothly. God bless! 9:47 PM
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