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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Jogged with sam today again below our park. which was around 2.8km? going to hit 3.2km from next week onwards. sam if u're reading this post, be glad we have another 25 more to go WOOHOO!! we can doooo it! can't wait for us to hit our target man! :) this is our plan wednesdays: Evening swimming/jogging ( track ) sat: morning jog (track) sunday: morning jog (park) sigh i need ATP. feeling very tired n sleepy. 12:57 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY YURONG!! :D hope you enjoyed yourself today to the max with us ( me, domo, and suminnn!! ) actually i was planning to met up with yr alone but then i decided to give her a suprise by calling usual gang out to cheer her up. thank god sm and dom can make it hahah! im so proud of myself that my idea worked!! * gives a pat on my shoulder * met up with yr then brought her to eat the dessert then poof, domo and sumin appears!! yurong was stunned of course the reaction on her face? priceless!! :D after that we went eat at sakae i was so freaking full please and dom became a counsellor also, thanks guys for helping me cheer her up, really. i love you all!! muhahahha! next we went MOF and ate icecream, its a super sinful day for me especially i did my morning run in the morning with samantha please!! ohmygod. im going for a run tomorrow melt away those extra calories man. gogogo!! Special thanks to dominic and sumin. :) to yurong : please remember what we told you alright? remain strong. we're always here for you. 10:20 PM
Friday, June 26, 2009
don't know why i constantly feel tired easily these few days. maybe its because there's quite a bit of matters going on around. i felt that my previous post seems quite emotional and childish? after much thinking 3 months of knowing each other might really be too short afterall furthermore we're not in the same campus. much as i want to, but i can only leave it to time and fate to see how this relationship will develop. if really it fades/die away with time then i reckon its not really love. seeing one of my closer friends whom i really care for being in a bad situation really pains me right now. IF only i could realize earlier that there was a problem at the very start, IF only i could be braver, make up my mind & told her about how i felt deep inside without having to care about ending her blissful moments, then maybe all these wouldnt have happen so fast. at least it wouldnt hurt so much. got quite emotional chatting with her just now, i actually cried while chatting with her online. for some reason i feel that i have a part to be blamed. i just hope that she will feel better soon. so much things going on in my head right now. i really feel lost. after what has happened for the past few days i forced myself to reflect on the situation which i was stucked in. am i really prepared to be in a relationship? can i handle the problems from r/s and juggle my studies and other commitments? do i really know him well enough? do i really like him? these are the question which got me. i realized i'd to ponder before i could even answer. i guess its clear enough for me. i need more time. maybe taking it slow is best after all. 10:53 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
i waited today in vain. how exactly do i feel? i don't really know. i would say it's sad but more of a more disappointed feel overall. i feel being led on if whatever that is happening right now is what i think it is. maybe it's good this way because... .. - no more insomnia for me anymore because i don't need to keep thinking about the things which happened between us. - no more anticipation for your smses inbetween the 2 to 3 days, i feel quite retarded constantly feeling jumpy whenever my cell vibrates. -no more me feeling down because of your dead replies, i can get quite affected by your texes. -no need for my mood to get influenced by your messages, i dont need to behave like as if someone has passed away from my family or something. -no more me trying so hard to decipher the messages you sent, i no longer need to know if you like me as much as i do. - Most importantly, no more me thinking if we're more than friends or just friends. let everything just fade away since it wasn't meant to be. 9:01 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Mugged till 1plus ytd for anatomy and physiology, slept at 2 plus. woke up at 7 head groggy. went schooling chemistry was a killer totally no mood to study and absorb anything else except ANP information. things which i studied hard for didnt came out, it came out those stuffs which were quite surface level to think i went to freaking deep and digest the whole chunk of infomation. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK. YES YES YES. im bloody freaking pissed off because i studied too much for the exam and i made careless mistakes, so fucking much of them. seriously. im very extremely tired now. ps: i miss you. 9:58 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
I am suppose to be studying for microbiology now. as usual ive been staring at 6Ps idk what the heck to study for. i dont find the urge to study yet. can't wait for dance tomorrow, its the only time for me now where i can really not think about anything else, especially those tiresome matters. gum ache is making me grumpy.will be starting stupid PP report next week and evening jog must come back. im getting more n more sluggish without it. not to mention fatter. Zzzzz. on a few occasions i really felt like giving up, maybe it's me. maybe i shouldn't expect anything at all. this isn't fair. honesty, im quite exhausted. but are you? 6:32 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
looks like its gonna rain soon. but im going out later with yc to get my sb at novena and dress at cini later. please don't raint too big if not we'll get drenched. Zzzzz. maybe i should go bathe and get ready to go out. someone please pull her away from the desktop. flying over to sam's hse to teach her dance choreo later on. after which = intense mugging for microbiology ( which idk what the hell to study for also ) and ANP (which's a killer). lets hope me will be able to survive today night ya? ciao! damnn it started raining. fcuk. was eggsited 2 see your message but 1 week without you around, made me kinda at a loss on what to do next. i really hope things could get better. 11:36 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Practice dance at RP just now. videoed down but it still looked kinda sucky. guess i have to add more oil to my steps the groove is not there AHHHHHHHHHH.. WHY NO GROOVEEEEEEE. ahem ok. lets continue. then we lunched at food heaven me n irene went have pasta but upon seeing a insect inside the sauce of her pasta my appetite was gone. just like the wind. then we went to joan's house together with joleen and irene, trained there during the trip i was on the verge of dying my menstrual cramp was extremely intensed until my face went pale. i didnt realized until irene told me when we cabbed to joan's house instead of bus i looked in the rearview mirror & saw a bloodless face, my lips were white-tish. can imagine my face? lol. Zzzzz. the pain was so fucking unbearable i felt like dying and fainting thank god i had panadol in my bag. on a happier note joan's house is soooooo exciting!! i loved her kbox system in the room oh my gosh. me and irene and joleen can't wait to stayover at her house soon. HAHAH!! after which i went home bathe and lay dead on bed, didnt feel like moving at all. tomorrow's off to cycling. i doubt i cant cycle. holy shit! oh well, maybe i'll just talk to the seagulls at the beach tomorrow. :) can i like hold your hand? 7:20 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Went to shuzhen's house today to revise for chem and biochem. i almost died but thankfully with her around i survived & managed to clear most of my doubts. thanks a lot zhen love ya!! :D went back tomrow's out for dance woohoo!! i cant wait. will be getting the strawberry blast smoothie tomorrow at taka before i head to dance. MUHAHAH!! :) i know i shouldn't compare. but there is clearly a difference. 9:17 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
accompanied ahnu faci and her family to pick a piano for her daughter. trained to bedok and then cabbed to PS and then cabbed to cityhall area for robert's piano after which cabbed down to novena to visit yuanchao AHAHA. trust me the shocked on his face when he saw us was PRICELESS. lol!! then we went for short coffeebreak and me went shopping alone and went back after that. didnt managed to buy anything though. oh yes before i forgot special thanks to ahnu faci for treating me lunch at cafecartel, that was very nice of her :) please don let it be what i think it is. 9:55 PM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Went shopping with yuanchao today as sean couldnt make it due to his last min workshop which was forgotten. zzzzzzzzz.. but it wasnt so bad i pitied yc because i kept draggin him around with me when i entered ladies shop lol. but there was like nothing much in sight i didnt see any good deals around sigh. so much for GSS. only managed to buy a dark pink tee for hiphop thanks to yuanhao as he wanted to get berms from the guy's shop. so while he was changing i went n select 2 shirts and then i went to the dressing room then this happened.. . me : took the tees and step inside the changing room salesgirl : * super shocked look * me : " ?? " salesgirl : err its for you? not your friend? me : *laughs* no its for my dance attire salesgirl : signs of relief, ohh no wonder. LOL! what's wrong with me wearing man's shirt. whalao!! anyway because now's the arts festival season we chanced upon a man in a pram imitating a toddler's voice at first i tot it was a baby talking or something but then when we saw the face it was a man my goodness the way he acted out was so super real. but his pram had a device which acted like a water gun and it can squirt water for quite far a distance. 2 ladies wearing skirt was being chased by him on his pram, the way they ran was so... not nice but i dont blame them for it. thank god he didnt chase us then yc suddenly asked yc : ehh if he chase us how? u will run anot? me : * hesitated * ya. you will see me doing my 2.4 on the spot. that's all for today :) 9:12 PM
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