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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Last few days of school was kinda sad...? will definitely be missing close cliques of w34h, we'll be having chalet in late feb so it'll not be so bad afterall...? :D had cam whoring sessions for the last 2 days HAHAHHAH, yeup so tonnes of pics and random videos( 1 of em's me bring carried into boy's toilet -.-) have yet to be uploaded, maybe i'll do it after my cny stuffs. oh yes i'm soooooooooooooo tempted to join LA hiphop after youtubing them these few days although i'm already in reggae. lol. but i'm afraid that i've too much things to juggle in between my hands when school reopens. oh well. see how things goes then. 11:35 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
went for a jog alone just now, though it's kinda funny at first but it wasn't as bad as i had thought. guess i have to get used to being alone with myself. stamina's slowly improving i should be contented..? main reason for jogging is to tire myself out, mentally. im feeling drained out every now and then. Fuck it. 9:19 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Went to far east with pl & ended up buying 2 tank top and black converse shoes . there's quite a few nice ones there, will be back to get kappa sneakers...soon. :) i don't want to lose control. 10:39 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
mood swings are coming back, but i'll try and keep it under control. special thanks to yurong, sumin, agnes for cheering me up with those stupid cam whoring device and distortions + dom and cy also for their concern :) i wonder what kinda life will i undergo without them(melon gang) around in yr 2. sigh. trained down to O school for reggae II session, was literally limping my way there because of the god damn blister at the back of my right foot. i tore away the dangling skin which was caused by my too-short socks in order to overcome the soreness i was experiencing at that time. lol. reg class was GG. complex steps were taught way faster, more syncronizing movements and lots of thigh muscles needed, more training pleaseeeee if not i'll die of fatigue. 10:59 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
This was taken at 8th jan on Chenyee's birthday, yeah i know i'm like super lateeeee... lol sorry ya but i bet he had fun that day uhh!! :)   W34H~ WOOTS!! O level results are out today, congrats to PAM for gettin 18pointers woohoo!! i didn't expect her to do so well, she's a lucky girl, seriously. being a repeat student myself i know very well how it feels to be like, be it getting results and knowing that you've finally passed whichever fucked up subject that has made you retain for 1 yr or the harsh reality that slaps you right in the face, making you wake up to the situation. thinking back i guess i've must be really too affected by my results, and some unintentional words from my own family member. sheer disappointment, guilt of not giving my all when i still could, embarassment and ego. maybe all those was the source of my motivation to slog it out another year. again. But I do believe that if you're willing to try again and work harder this time round, with experiences and self-dicipline I know that you're able make it, Insyirah. Don't give up alright. I'll be behind you all the way.
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
to what once had been, what others once could see. painful memories now burried underneath so deep couldn't believe it was all i got, or was trying to seek. convincing you was not forgetting my facade, yet dwelling on the past simply tears me apart. here i'm at final chapter of the story, putting a fullstop to everything that once might have been. two red roses sitting on the coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one. memories from the past fades slowly..... .. just like the setting sun. 9:54 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
31 dec countdown with w34h peeps- BBQing instead of usual. :) met up with the guys at woodlands before we went SS to buy bbq food. dolly went high inside mart tsktsktsk. we went there and carried food stuffs until all of us were damn tired. then i saw the sky was sorta cloudy & i just said "ehh it's gonna drizzle, confirm." and then i got "shooted" by cy and aliff. lol. so superstitious for what, even if i didn't say it out it will still drizzle. in the end there was indeed a light drizzle. aliff and us started to get the fire working, and we took a good whole 3 hours. wth. the fire kept dying out on us. maybe fengshui not good at that time..? not auspicious enough...? LOL!  dolly thinks he's a pokemon..? lol
come on man, stupid charcoals
agnes trying to save the flame from burnin out.
cy having his fringe clipped up. thanks to me. wahaha!!
finally the fire started buring up woohoo! thanks to aliff, because he was the one who made the fire burn up at quite a fast pace...? but cy and sumin also worked hard uhh. oh ya aliff kept preaching to us on what was the right way to start the fire. the art of fire starting
night time came. dom came back with red wines and all started drinking. poor me was under medication so i just had a little bit of vodka and red wine. sumin and dom drank the most. sm's face was damn red like tomato..? AHAHAHHA!! dom on the other hand kept singing me and aliff and cy..lol one of them was " clouds are blue.... what a wonderful world ~ ~" he was more high then sm kept laughing like a kuku & muttering nonsense out loud. lol. aliff left earlier as he couldnt ton & thanks to dom for sending me to the taxi. overall countdown BBQ spells FUN!! :)
went back around 2.30 in uncle's taxi and headed to clementi to stay overnight at his house WOOTS!! it was been 14 years since i stayed over at his house ever since i was a child, i grew up at his house so going back makes me re-live the past again. hahaha!! after bath was like around 5am but i was still quite awake thank god aliff missed called me and we chat until 6..? and then i onlined until 7 while i went to sleep and that guy went swimming. -.-
looks so comfy isn't it..? wahaha
all mine :)
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aliff teaching the art of bbqing.
