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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Today was a short day for me as I only had Ss paper. It was quite manageble for me thank god lol, after which I went to pam's house as she wanted me to see her new puppy "muffin". I think there's only one word to describe her, CUTE. She was so adorable, light brown in colour. And obviously with renuga around the whole house was turned upside down. LOL we were all laughing like mad people inside her house, well at least we managed to de-stress ourselves >.< Basically I'm slacking now as there's not much thing to prepare for english paper2. This coming sat I'm going to enjoy myself with sarah & peilin haha. We're going to somewhere to celebrate sarah's birthday. Yeah!! And tomorrow I'm also gonna meet up my old gang hahaha. It has been such a long time since the last time I saw them. Miss them loads. That's all for now I guess.. bye. I think I'm missing him... .. 4:38 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
I'm currently having muscle aches due to yesterday's 120% active PE lesson..lolz Since it was the last session we're having sigh, thus we all went wild haha. Really enjoyed myself with them, didn't myself to really miss pe lessons with them but ever since yesterday, I knew I was wrong. Prelims starts on monday & I'm not 100% confident about it. Is it lack of confidence or am I not giving enough? Sigh. Piano lessons's gonna stop in another 1 more lesson, it will be a 2 month freeze for me. Hopefully my skills will remain the same like now, if not I really doubt I can pass my Grade 8. Going online is not a must for me nowadays I would say, maybe it's the lack of things to chat about with friends. The whole atmosphere feels so strange, so unlike before. "I notice things weren't the same as before, many things have indeed happened like what I predicted." Sometimes I really wonder if I had make the right choice coming back to Fjss to repeat, my mind ask me not to think about it too much, but I have come to the point where I can't avoid it anymore. Will this time round be a success for me, this sickening question keeps popping up in my mind. And obviously everytime I think about it I will get damn stressed up & self-doubting starts all over again. This simply sucks. Lets hope I won't get insane before my O's start LOL. Thank god weixian managed to accompany me to chat at msn if not I think I will rot and decompose on the spot, waiting for my darling SH takes ages or EONS( a very long period of time).. haha nice word huh. Amirah motivated me through msn lolz, but I really appreciated her sweet gesture. That's all for now. Nitez. 9:59 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Sigh. Prelims in another 1 week time. Seriously speaking I'm not sure if I'm really prepared for it. Needless to say effort have been put in alot more compared to last year, english oral was alright, way better than MT I suppose LOL.. This time round I managed to pass my maths paper1, not well just on the dot. But there's improvement for the 3 of us, so keep up the good work!! "Winning isn't everything, but wanting to win is" At this point of time I think I'm already doing whatever I can, but I still doubt myself & my abilities. I'm so worried that history might repeat again (Touchwood). Honesty speaking what mrs Li said to us on that day really made me sh & ys feeling dispirited & crestfallen. To me it was like a slap on my face, her sign of disappointment and disgruntled look on her face. Although she never say anything much but it was so freaking obvious she expected much much better results from the three of us. BUT we will never give up, never ever!! Not after we have put so much hardwork & preparation. So to my 2 darlings if you girls are reading this, DON'T GIVE UP!!! Lets jia you for each other man, I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT!! XD Hopefully all our efforts will be paid off at the end of the day , & may god bless us... For my piano I decided to freeze it until my O's are finished although I know this is going to hinder my progress & complete my Grade8 slower but academic is 1st piority LOL. Make sense doesn't it?? Last friday's lesson was a nono, I couldn't play as well as before, took much longer time to sight-read WTH. I was so pissed & infuriated with myself. Now I couldn't even read sharps and double sharp well, that is so damn sickening to me. Even Miss ho sort of lectured me on the spot when I was playing like someone who does not know how to read notes properly, someone who's not qualified for a grade 8 student. So since I'm sort of neglecting my music for academic, I have no reason to do badly this time round for my O's. JIA YOU TO ME, GOGOGO!!! (: May god bless !! 11:15 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
* I hate to admit it, but truth is we're drifting apart as time goes by * I think I'm feeling too stressed up...? Having moodswings out of the blue, sigh. Managed to catch rush hour 3 and disturbia, both movie rocks lol, I prefer Rush hour 3 more as it really made me laugh my heart out. Chris tucker is really a good comedian LOL, those who are feeling blue like me should be go for it. Highly recommended!! >.< Disturbia is not bad too, it's still up to standard haha. On a more serious tone, exams are around the corner & I'm feeling damn stressed up. SIGH. Especially for maths, ever since the last june paper I sat for it made me lose all my confidence, damnit. I've more or less covered all my paper 1, so I really don't understand why I couldn't do properly I knew I was under acheiving allright. I think my nervousness contributed a part too sigh, if no one told me that was a test I would obviously had done better. Even for those kind of easy questions kept me thinking like a idiot, I was over there spending precious time trying to decipher the question. I realized I couldn't keep myself unflappable at all during the whole exam. WTF. All I hope is to be able to calm myself down during a exam so I will NOT have the tendency to screw up the whole damn paper when the actual major exam arrives. May god bless me. JIA YOU FOR ME!!! GOGOGO!! 11:07 PM
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