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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
This is my very 1st entry after such a long time from a very long holiday away from here. this is suppose to be a place for me to vent my frustration, my feelings, my thoughts whether Im happy angry or sad. and i guess it's been a little too long since i'd visit here so much so that i've lost the flow of penning down my thoughts and am dealing with a little writer's block. Ever since young i've always noticed that somehow in a way im drawn to spirituality books which i do not know why. i like reading books that has to do with inner peace and happiness and most of the genre are along this line. maybe it is due to my character wise and the way i think my internal system complexities. only when i read such books then i can feel some kind of enlightenment. being spiritual and being religious is 2 different thing, religious is nothing but a set a structured system and theories that induces the thinking of spirituality. Religious is external whereas spiritual is internal- it comes from within. sometimes i stop and look at myself and to realize that i'm actually not going anyway comparing to my friends who seems to have a aim in life a goal to work hard to, knowing what they want and fighting hard for it. and here i am just going through the motions moving on aimlessly. i admire them for their ability to know what they really want to achieve in life, its something that even till at this moment, is still a uncertainty to me. different choices that my heart sings for, so many dreams that i want to be, there's endless possibility of what is going to "work" for me thus i do the norm i procrastinate. and it isn't helping i should really do something about it. soon. 10:17 PM
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