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Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Past 2 weeks have been a living hell for me and my FYP team. the amount of time that we spent in the lab is deemed as 1 whole day affair with the lab. we can start like 9am all the way till 7.30pm all the way, if there was a lunch break then it's a bonus for us. and we do that EVERYDAY continuously for 2 weeks. well close to that. and beside handing the insane FYP there was a need to do result compilation and understanding the insane amount of data in freakin excel sheet. to put it simply.. me and excell = WORLD WAR 3. i don't know why but i've been feeling kind of lifeless of late, its as if i've lost the zest in life and i'm just going through the motions.. there's so many things i want to do but seems like each time i'm just giving myself some stupid excuse to not to do it. since when have i become so complacent? where's the discipline i used to have? studywise, i'm faced with situations that sometimes i rather not face, the feeling of being belittled don't feel that good. or maybe it's just me but seriously, i should do something about it, it's time for a change; a different mindset my dear girl. i need a chance a inspiration to break free from all these bullshit. anyway having said that i've been really exhausted and stressed of late, pms appearing but the god damned totm still hasn't arrived yet. special day will be in 3 days time and i really thankgod i struggled like a mad women who escaped from IMH earlier with the help of ** **n* . i love you so much dearest! :D i just hope that everything will go smoothly, don't really have much plans :/ but my effort can be seen clearly when the day comes. am keeping my fingers crossed. 8:45 PM
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