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Monday, September 13, 2010
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO. okay it's been so long since my last post here and yes i'm here to update a little about what the hell has been going on in my life for the past 10 over days. PMS came i ate and ate like a pregnant woman but it didn't came, and finally when it came i swore to god that this is the worst period i've ever come across in my life. i get very bitchy and my moodswings faster than a F1 racer car. say the wrong word or provoke me at the wrong time and i'm sorry the volcano erupts. in. your. face. i dont deny the fact that i can be very mean and crazed not to mention cranky when im PMSing but guys seriously it's way beyond our control. :( but i do realize recently for the past few nights i've that same recurring dream that "traps" me within making me unable to wake up to reality. it really disturbs me a whole lot and i'm very bothered about it once i manage to wake or "jolt" myself up from the dream. because it feels so real but i can't control my body i feel paralyzed from head to toe, sorry wrong usage of words i dont feel i AM paralyzed from head to toe. and the harder i try to wake up and free myself the more desperate i feel. and because of this i've not been sleeping properly because i'm afraid of being "trapped" again, i'm afraid of falling into deep sleep. :'( ps: i hope this goes away soon. mommy says it's because of over stress. i really need some deep slumber sleep without the "evil nightmarish" process in my dream please. Amen. 11:36 PM
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