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Sunday, June 6, 2010
Wanna know how fucked up i'm feeling now? VERY. i didn't know that such angst can be inside me. looks like they have been neglected for a very long time. they're dying to get out just that all these time i've been trying to keep them contained for the longest time. i told you before i told you many times before. don't test me. why don't you fucking get it. i swallowed whatever shit you gave to me in the past, you treated me as if i was some kinda fool its not my fault to be like that for that subject so you think that i enjoyed getting screamed and lashed at you just because you've a temper that stinks so much? just because i couldn't understand couldn't catch up at that point of time you made it seemed like i was some kind of autistic child. it hurt me a big time it really did. and only now do i realized how bad this has become after being suppressed for such a long time. any idea how much you destroyed me, destroyed my self esteem and caused me to behave like a fucked up retard right now? no i bet u won't know and can't remember because it happened so many years ago. thanks for all those memories and experiences that molded into what i've become today. thank you for the memories. unless you're me you won't ever know how it feels like. i don't expect anyone to understand what the fuck i'm talking about and i don't need anyone to understand either. 9:35 PM
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