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Saturday, June 5, 2010
I don't know when or where or if you'll read this. of course i'm talking about my special boy but nevertheless i'm still going to get this out of me anyway. its high time to pour things out a little. Dearest SB, do you know that... . . sometimes i wished that i could ignore and not be so bothered by it sometimes i wished that i can tell myself " Stop thinking about it. just let it go " sometimes i wished that i can learn not to be so sensitive towards you and your actions. sometimes i wished that you can put in a little more effort and show me more TLC? sometimes i wished that you can text me like how u did in the past before we actually got together. sometimes i wished you can understand me without me telling you exactly how i feel. sometimes i wished that you could show me through your actions if you missed me as much as i did. there are times when i feel that i'm ALWAYS the one needing you missing you. and the feeling of not knowing whether you feel the same for me sucks a big time. so do you actually? sorry but its because i really need to know. of course pretending that it's okay that i don't mind is the easiest way, but i know that the gnawing feeling wont go away. i know that by saying all these seems a little bit demanding but that's just how a girl works. believe me, it's not that i'm purposely trying to make life hard for you and me it's just that these are those small little stuffs that makes a girl feels l _ _ ed, AFTER getting together. and i think if a girl is feeling this way- (in other words insecured) the guy must have been missing out on something? surely right? IF the guy did his job i don't think the girl will ever feel or behave in such a way. right? :P anyways having that said. i just want to say the one and only reason why i'm so caught up with this is because i love you too much dearest. you made me fall for you so now, please don't fail to catch me. I♥YSMMBSB. 5:49 PM
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