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Thursday, May 27, 2010
A thank you message long delayed. I still remembered that last long conversation i'd with you and i remembered me keep on repeatedly tell you the same things over and over again, the things that i wished for, the qualities that i needed and the attitude that's important. i know it must be tiring for you to to listen to me the same old things that i prayed so hard before i go to sleep each night. i still remembered clearly that i told him to send me someone who is truly meant for me and that he who really made the wait worthwhile because after so much that i've gone through i was losing hope on finding the right one. i waited for the past 18 years of my life each time before this my heart was broken again and again. each time i gave my fullest only to get it back in shattered pieces. i really had enough back then that's when i decided to give faith one last shot and talk to you. i told him very clearly to sent me someone that's worthy of me as much as i'm to him. i told him to sent me someone who'll love me as much as i would love him, (infact i need him to love me more given my character) i told him that he must be a good natured person, filial and doesnt smoke, loyal and don't lie. i told him that the person im gonna meet must accept me for who i am and love me for that. i told him the person must be able to communicate with me, by hook or by crook if not things just won't work out. - so much for a 16yrs old girl back then huh? simple and sweet. and i told him, to please listen to my prayers and give me a sign if i met him. all i knew was that i waited and waited, on some occasions i felt as if he didn't heard me & i felt lost. but now looking back maybe he's really did listened to me, maybe he was there all along just keeping silent about it because it seems like what i'd asked for is all present in sweetheart. to be honest i remembered saying to God 101 qualities to sent me my mr right but i didnt mention anything about race nor knowing how to handle my sensitivity. So all i want to say is i really thank you for blessing over me and giving me a chance with my version of "mr right" to see if things can work out between us. thank you for the opportunity to meet him and starting off as friends. thank you for blessing me with the strength and courage to go through this with him because it's not the normal and easy route that people usually take. thank you god for everything, i'm grateful for it deep inside me. just 1 thing that's left that is i hope you can help him realize how much i actually love him. God bless. 9:44 PM
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