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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Felt like Death Blood test is seriously a killer for me. i faced my worst fears just now and almost passed out after the test but still i conquered it! a round of applause for me pleasee? :) today the doctor was another guy not the original mean fierce looking one, he was more gentle looking and caring but still when i stepped in the room my body was already tensed up zzz. i knew from eye contact he could sense that i was very extremely tensed so after locating my vein he went into action and tried to have a conversation with me when he pierced the needle into my vein. but my god this is my phobia we're talking about of course i was concentrating on the pain of the needle than carrying on the conversation. i tried to control myself after letting out a weak wince rather embarassing? *shakes head * after which everything was over i went out and sat down then i felt the same " blacking out " sensation i'd when i slipped and fell after getting intoxicated. i felt heavy and surroundings were getting dimmer and i panicked and it only got worst i tried leaning against the wall to gain clarity and i realized that i couldn't see anything at all everything was so dark.so after 10 mins of resting at the clinic i was able to regain some composure and slowly walked out of the clinic the nurse looked worried so was my mom. but as soon as i went out of the clinic i couldn't continue walking the blindness came back again and i was leaning on the glass panel to balance myself trust me it really felt as if i was dying. my mom was trying to calm me down by talking so much at 1 go it didnt help much, i seriously couldn't hear her talking clearly this time round was like cotton stuffed into them nor was i able to see her very well everything was so dark my fuzzy vision was only 15% left and i felt so weak and the worst thing was when i tried to take in deep breaths i realized that i couldnt feel anything much. so i went to the nearest toilet to rest and THANK GOD seriously i was back to normal after perspiring out cold sweat. my visions came back everything was back. mom said that i was a super scary cat but i still think that i was a very brave girl for today. 9:29 PM
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