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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Maybe its my PMS. maybe i just dont have the mood for these few days. it's been quite a rollercoaster ride for me i feel happy for a moment and next few days feels as if im at the bottom of the pit. sometimes i feel as if i'm too complicated to be understood, sometimes i feel as if im being unreasonable and sometimes i just feel that im not cut out for love at all. there's just so many thoughts running through my head & i think i evaluate and i reflect upon those factors next would be me asking myself those few questions, and most of the time im unable to answer them and if i say i feel secured then i'll be lying through my teeth. goddamnit why do i feel this way? a number of times i felt that this is not a easy path if i would really to carry on. it seems to be filled with so many numerous obstacles and there's more to come i believe. can things really be simplified or is it just me complicating's up? on another hand i've yet to write my new year resolutions. there's so many to be written down. i plan to reorganize all my personal believes, attitudes, thinking and values. i guess i'll start writting and listing them down tomorrow. it's high time that we all learn to grow up. it feels as if i'm walking on the plank. it's shaky and there's doubt with each step i take. and if you could ever understand, hold my hand and walk the rest of the journey with me. 8:53 PM
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