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Thursday, November 26, 2009
I was having insomnia yesterday night lots of stuffs were running in my head. i stared into darkness, tossed and turn and all i could do is to wait till my eyelid got heavy and till i had that heavy feeling to be pulled away by the sandman. i received sky's text yesterday about the demise of the father on the way back home and i stood and stare at my cellpone hard. i didnt know whether to believe her anot, i thought it was a prank by her and i wished it really was. but knowing her character from primary school she wouldn't go to these kind of extreme. after i finished my work at school i went down immediately to visit her and pay my respects to her dad. being alone i didnt went inside to take a sit instead i stood outside waiting for her and suddenly i felt that the color that was in the sky was very colourful, warm and enchanting. it was pretty to be honest and there was a strong breeze of wind it was as if to match up with the pretty sight of the sky and i just stood there dazed. the feeling felt surreal how can i be attending the funeral of her dad when i just saw him not too long ago after our jog? he looked healthy and fit i swear. and shouldnt the sky be a little bit more dull colored to match with the somber atmosphere and the passer bys shouldnt they be a little bit more sympathetic to stop and look what was happening at this area? when i saw her she was already kneeling down and i almost couldnt recognize her she was totally washed out and her eyes.. i was afraid to approach her and i sensed that she for some reason was also afraid. it seriously pains me so much to see her like this, we have been together since primary school she's my jogging buddy, shopping partner and confidant. she's more cheerful and bubbly than me but she now she's being reduced to such a state. i exchanged a few words with her but i didnt console much i was afraid she will break down and all i told her was to be strong for herself and for her mom. i felt rather helpless when i saw her yet i couldnt do much about it. i stopped myself from giving her a hug because if i did she'd definitely cry and i will follow suit. i think she'd cried enough for now. i just hope that time will heal their wound soon and i'll pray to god to bless her with the strength she needs to overcome this ordeal. you must stay strong girl. i will be here for you if u need me. 9:04 PM
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