Friday, July 17, 2009
17/7/09 i got a B!!! for my anatomy and physiology UT. woohoo!! am extremely happy about it for 2 main reason. 1st) its my very first B among my terrible UT grading. 2) i thought i pretty much screwed up anp ut because i did freaking lots of careless mistakes. i was expecting a C. but anyway after looing at the B i felt quite disappointed after looking at my marks 9.5 outta 30. WTH! im aiming for higher gradings for the next UT. *grins * JYJY to me!! :) i suck at chem and biochem not to mention their UT. if i ever get A for those 2 modules, pig will sing while they fly in the air during bright daylight. oh yeah tomrow im heading for morning jog with sammie-san. lol. 8 rounds woohoo. blinding sunrays, crunches and excessive sweating here i come! finally had a chance to stop and take a step back to look at the bigger picture. things seems clearer now and looks like ive been deluding myself all these while. if whatever that's happening currently continue to stay the way it is. all these while, i felt as if im on a rollercoaster ride 24/7, i smiled when i receive texts from you and once you didnt within those few days i start to become restless and start to think alot not to mention becoming emotional and started dating extreme-moodswing permanently. i felt like shit deep inside, loss of sleep over thinking about the situation between us and what's not. at last all these nonsense which has been dragging for past the few months finally ended. looking back i think i wasted alot of my precious time and braincell thinking about what i now deemed as crap. please don't blame me for being ruthless. don't even think about it. i think i've already been very extremely kind in tolerating all your stupid fucking bullshit. and now upon realization i hate myself for being needy all along because of you. i really do. maybe i'm partly at fault. but then again i still think you're the one who created all these never ending misery for me. last but not least i just want to say. Screw you. 10:33 PM
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