Tuesday, June 23, 2009
i waited today in vain. how exactly do i feel? i don't really know. i would say it's sad but more of a more disappointed feel overall. i feel being led on if whatever that is happening right now is what i think it is. maybe it's good this way because... .. - no more insomnia for me anymore because i don't need to keep thinking about the things which happened between us. - no more anticipation for your smses inbetween the 2 to 3 days, i feel quite retarded constantly feeling jumpy whenever my cell vibrates. -no more me feeling down because of your dead replies, i can get quite affected by your texes. -no need for my mood to get influenced by your messages, i dont need to behave like as if someone has passed away from my family or something. -no more me trying so hard to decipher the messages you sent, i no longer need to know if you like me as much as i do. - Most importantly, no more me thinking if we're more than friends or just friends. let everything just fade away since it wasn't meant to be. 9:01 PM
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