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Friday, June 26, 2009
don't know why i constantly feel tired easily these few days. maybe its because there's quite a bit of matters going on around. i felt that my previous post seems quite emotional and childish? after much thinking 3 months of knowing each other might really be too short afterall furthermore we're not in the same campus. much as i want to, but i can only leave it to time and fate to see how this relationship will develop. if really it fades/die away with time then i reckon its not really love. seeing one of my closer friends whom i really care for being in a bad situation really pains me right now. IF only i could realize earlier that there was a problem at the very start, IF only i could be braver, make up my mind & told her about how i felt deep inside without having to care about ending her blissful moments, then maybe all these wouldnt have happen so fast. at least it wouldnt hurt so much. got quite emotional chatting with her just now, i actually cried while chatting with her online. for some reason i feel that i have a part to be blamed. i just hope that she will feel better soon. so much things going on in my head right now. i really feel lost. after what has happened for the past few days i forced myself to reflect on the situation which i was stucked in. am i really prepared to be in a relationship? can i handle the problems from r/s and juggle my studies and other commitments? do i really know him well enough? do i really like him? these are the question which got me. i realized i'd to ponder before i could even answer. i guess its clear enough for me. i need more time. maybe taking it slow is best after all. 10:53 PM
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