Monday, February 23, 2009
im tired right now but i need to find a place to let it all out before i'm able to sleep in peace, hopefully i guess. past few days have been quite emotionally draining for me & i'm starting to find it hard to deal with the moodswings. tomorrow's the chalet of w34h and i still cant get my mood back the worse thing is all the excitment that i used to have have all disappeared all of a sudden. sad to say but im not very enthusiastic about it. i really don't wish to dampen gang's mood tomorrow for/in the chalet. shucks. i dislike the way i behave right now. i dislike me ultra sensitive, but i can't help it. i hate constantly being weighed down by issues i can't fucking resolve. i seriously find myself being a moron who goes after self- inflicted pain. sometimes i struggle so hard until i find it hard to breathe. I really just wana let everything go. I'm sick and tired of everything. 1:29 AM
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