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Sunday, November 2, 2008
2nd day of freedom for me. feeling super relaxed..? LOL! oh well i noe my happiness is going to be ephemeral, gonna prepare for final grade theory on dec. SIGH. never mind hopefully i can start teaching by next year. :) Theory paper wasn't as diff as i thought it was going to be thank god. all sections was mangable other than song composition, i have the feeling that i'm not going to pass nicely..? let alone score.. lols. well, it's over already no point lingering over it. after which accompnied shihui to cini, had ice cream to celebrate my torture's finally over muhahha!! went around walk walk, nothing much caught my eye and we didn't have enough time to shop. i was also dead tired slept only for 2 hours the day before guess it was due to anxiety, but still i went on to meet my darling tsktsk! i'm such a nice girl mannnnnn.. :) chanced upon a situation at far east plaza which made me come to a conclusion about guys. Guys are all the same. as walking beside sh and then we saw this pretty lady who's dress was super short to the extend where if the wind's too strong, everything could be seen. people were all staring at her, of course la free show who don't want to watch right..? Then a couple walked pass us, so i made a bet with myself if the guy doesn't turn his head around to look at the girl, then maybe there's still hope out there. but i bet that he'll definitely turn & i was right. Sigh. looks like we don't pin much hope left. maybe all will not get married..? maybe its not too bad afterall..? 2 words. Girls rock. lots of things went through my mind recently especially things from the past. each time i think about this particular matter lots of " what if 's " will start surfacing. i start to doubt the hesitation on my actions back then, were my actions not obvious enough..? or did i hide everything too well? but i felt that i had already made my best effort?? talked to sh about this too as we were sharing problems while ice creaming, felt so much better after that because i know that she's able to understand how i felt at that point of time. Sigh. i dont know. maybe sometimes it's better to try and let go..? " we were so close yet you were so far away." 9:12 PM
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