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Sunday, September 28, 2008
Random right now. just recovered from a mood swing a while ago. did 4 sets of composition of songs today super brain dead right now tired too. sigh. sometimes i really feel that i don't understand myself at all. sad to say but it's true? i get so caught up with my emotions that i feel like shutting myself away from friends inorder for me to maintain my cool. i'm experiencing different types emotions coupled together at 1 go & it's freaking frustrating trust me. i mean i get irritated easily when people talk as if they know me so well..? just because they know me for some period of time they deem that i'm that type of person based on their judgements from my past. i dislike people constanly coming to me asking for my advice and then everytime in the end they reject whatever that i've said and holding strongly on to their option. i mean if they're so confident that what they think is right then why bother to come and tell me about it. it's the dumb-est thing to do. really. i need time to cool down. alone. whatever mentioned above is true they're not targeted at anyone in particular, just sharing what i feel deep inside. sometimes i feel we're all not being ourselves. we're just being someone whom people expect us to be be it parents or friends. and it sucks to be someone whom you're not, i feel suffocated & it drains me out totally. i'm not trying to get your attention or being emotional, i'm just trying to convey the maybe im a complicated person afterall. 7:40 PM
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