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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
It's late already and yet I'm still not sleeping. I just cant get to sleep, I have too much things going through my mind. After such a long time I realized that I still can't do it. I'm seriously pissed with myself for not being able to get myself out of this situation. Much as I want to get over this as soon as I can, I just can't stop myself from viewing his blog and reading everything that has to do with him. Deep inside I still want to know how's life going on for him, I still... care for him. I tried controlling myself and avoided doing things that will remind me of the past. I really tried. I can't help but to feel PATHETIC and sorry for myself whenever I'm missing him. I know very well that I should be letting this go because nothing's gonna come out of this at the end of the day. I guess it was my fault to begin with, maybe there really isn't anything special happening, it was all my wishful part of thinking. This has to go, this has to end. We were never lovers, just more than friends. 12:03 AM
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