Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Today I went over to grandmother's house with family to have early reunion dinner. And I saw eddie (cousin) gosh he's really catching up my height, but now I'm still taller than him by 2 to 3 cm..? LOL I don't want to be shorter than him agrhh!! I'm just so not used to it la..hahah.. Well we took some pictures with his new sony cellphone, these are the better 2 pictures. Eddie playing his...psp..? LOL Oh god, our eyes are closed..?!! I'm really trying hard to be myself, but I know very well that things are not going to be the same like it was in the past. I'm glad that at least now I know what is the most sensible thing for me to do, compared to the past where I was stucked in the middle, going nowhere. I may appear fine on the outside, but sometimes more often than not I still struggle with myself deep within. I don't know since when this started but letting go doesn't seems to be the problem that's bothering me right now. It is the way I handle whatever that is happening for now. I need assurance to make me feel better and also in order to make me feel that I've made the right step. I think I really need some time for myself in order to find myself back.... .. 9:40 PM
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