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Friday, February 22, 2008
Sigh it's so effing boring, I got sick and tired of reading my 2 novels for the moment. Its soooo B-O-R-I-N-G!!! Save me somebody...?? lolx Well tomorrow there's going to be a PRIMARY school gathering & I seriously can't wait for it!! But I can't join them for long because I have to rush down to redhill for piano session gathering..Agrhh!! These 2 to 3 days when I didn't head out to go for a swim I noticed that my mood wasn't very good, for what reason I'm not too sure myself. Maybe I have too much energy waiting to be used up..? Sigh.. I really hope this moody feeling can fade away soon. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. On the surface, everything seems to be going fine I'm still moving on, lesser whining and bitching.. etc etc.. But I know very well that I still have not completely got over him. I still waver at the thought of him, I'm still unable to stop myself from thinking about the past whenever I hear certain songs which brings back familiar feelings that I used to have. Each sentence of the lyrics brings back nothing but memories which I try to avoid. I somehow am able to find a connection to link my current situation to the song. There's not much of a choice left for me now seriously, I must learn to let go. But from the look of things it's not really working. Somtimes I just find myself so useless and pathetic. So Pathetic. 1:02 PM
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