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Sunday, February 3, 2008
Didn't manage to get any decent sleep yesterday, I think I must have ate something wrong that caused the stomach upset. Throughout the whole night it was churning like mad inside, but I didn't take any medicine despite being told by my mother to do so, call it sheer stubborness if you want to. LOL, well I inherited that from my father. My hands and feet are super duper cold, maybe its due to the rainy weather. It has been raining the whole day well sort of....? Sometimes I just wished that I'm not as emotional as I am. The good thing about it is that I'm able to relate to people's feeling easily especially when they're being down or so called mocked at by some people who just don't have a sense of compassion. Reason being I was once in their shoes before and have suffered the worst that could ever happened, then again that was already in the past. But I guess no matter what happens, the ' traumatic experience' will always stay fresh in my memory as long as I live. Now for the disadvantage, maybe you can say the' traumatic experience' made me a much more sensitive person than I was before. Because of this ' trau experience' I learned how to put on a facade when I needed to. I learned how to wear a smile and assure people around me that everything's fine, even though deep inside I know everything's not. I can get emotional easily at times and I'm not the type of person who's able to let go of something easily if I'm deeply emotionally attatched to it. Most people will take quite some time for them to get over it, but for me I think I need a little bit more time than normal people. I'm not being emo here I'm just being frank. 9:16 PM
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