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Sunday, January 6, 2008
Here I am blogging again. So many thoughts are running through my mind right now, I don't know what to do. I do admit, I am not being myself these few days, and I'm really struggling hard to keep up with this shit. I can't do anything properly, my mind is just not there. To prevent completely losing control of myself, I'm trying to keep a distance away from you & it's seriously killing me... .. Not that I enjoy torturing myself, but I'm trying to see if I'm able to get a hold of myself, including my deepest voice within screaming for me to stop this stupid endurance test. Much as I want to stop myself from continueing, another part of me wants me to hold on. Hold on so that I might have a chance to break free from this situation. Maybe after holding on, I'll slowly get used to the emptiness inside me. Don't feel like blogging suddenly. Mood out. 11:19 PM
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