Tuesday, November 6, 2007
" It seems like I confused my own feelings with reality. " This is one of the dreadful situation I landed myself in a few months ago. And the feeling sucked so much, it can't be expressed using words, music maybe. I've been reflecting on my past feelings as I re-read my diary the yesterday. To think that I was so infatuated with him until I lost the ability to differentiate the truth and my own wishful part of thinking. I thought that we had a chance, maybe there a was tinnie tiny little chance hiding somewhere in a corner, or so I thought. I realized that I was so foolish to waste my time, thinking about things that are so far away from reality. Though I was tormented by it countless times before, but can I really restrain myself from falling into it if it happens again?? " I keep having the feeling that it's soon going to happen again...." 9:03 PM
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