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Saturday, August 25, 2007
I'm currently having muscle aches due to yesterday's 120% active PE lesson..lolz Since it was the last session we're having sigh, thus we all went wild haha. Really enjoyed myself with them, didn't myself to really miss pe lessons with them but ever since yesterday, I knew I was wrong. Prelims starts on monday & I'm not 100% confident about it. Is it lack of confidence or am I not giving enough? Sigh. Piano lessons's gonna stop in another 1 more lesson, it will be a 2 month freeze for me. Hopefully my skills will remain the same like now, if not I really doubt I can pass my Grade 8. Going online is not a must for me nowadays I would say, maybe it's the lack of things to chat about with friends. The whole atmosphere feels so strange, so unlike before. "I notice things weren't the same as before, many things have indeed happened like what I predicted." Sometimes I really wonder if I had make the right choice coming back to Fjss to repeat, my mind ask me not to think about it too much, but I have come to the point where I can't avoid it anymore. Will this time round be a success for me, this sickening question keeps popping up in my mind. And obviously everytime I think about it I will get damn stressed up & self-doubting starts all over again. This simply sucks. Lets hope I won't get insane before my O's start LOL. Thank god weixian managed to accompany me to chat at msn if not I think I will rot and decompose on the spot, waiting for my darling SH takes ages or EONS( a very long period of time).. haha nice word huh. Amirah motivated me through msn lolz, but I really appreciated her sweet gesture. That's all for now. Nitez. 9:59 PM
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