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Saturday, June 23, 2007
Didn't have much mood to talk today after knowing a family problem which I if possible rather not know. Sigh. Why must this complicated matter pop up just as I was about to brace myself for my major exams? Honesty speaking, it's not easy AT ALL for me. I may look as if I'm allright and doing fine, but actually deep inside I'm not. All my worries, stresses, troubles sometimes personal problems.. I'm already finding it hard to keep myself going & pushing on. On top of my studies, there're so much things that are occupying my mind. Somethimes I really feel like giving up. I feel despondent, totally hopeless. I'm so afraid that history will repeat itself, it's unhealthy to think or have this type of mentality but what can I do? Sigh. People whom I know sometimes can't even tell I'm having these problems? LOL Maybe my acting skills are too good? I can't bear to tell my parents my problems, because I don't wish to add on to their burden, especially my dad. Well, now after I've cooled down, I've decided to PUSH ON & KEEP MOVING. I can't let this break me, not now. Althought it's not a small problem for me and my family. But whatever it is I'm going to break through this!! And hopefully may god bless. JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! =D 6:35 PM
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